really and truely, what is happening?
i dont understand anything.

and one of the greatest dogs alive isnt going to last much longer.

oh and my brother is failing school.

everything is so different ( Read more... )

i run so slow, i dont even know why i try.
i must look like such a huge idoit.

just got back from a run ( Read more... )

for the most part, i never really had to deal with my parents fighting.
but now that my grandparents are, things are getting pretty tense.

why do i let people walk all over me?

im starting to get really tired.
uh i went to deannas yesterday and it was fun.
i visited my mom today and it was..okay.
and i saw scott.
and then i listned to music and i swear i had my eyes open and i heard every song i listened to, but then we arrived at publix and i had absolutly NO CLUE as to how i got there.
it was weird.
im done <3.

all better, i love my brother again ( Read more... )

my mom is doing okay- she stood i think three times today and walked a few steps.
that is REALLY good.

onto my brother.

i cannot take him.
he has thrown 3 tantrums this week and i swear to fucking god he puts NO effort into school.
i cant even express any of this. he is a fucking idoit and i really hate him right now.

so my moms doing okay as far as i know--now we just have to see if her body accepts it.

i get to see her tomorrow too :/ and im sleeping in her room i think, i dont know how long that is going to last, let me tell you im sleeping with the light on or something.

hey meg--peter doesnt normally work wednesdays.