Comments | howardbryced: 005. It's easier to lie and be safe, Time and time again I'm half stalled.

howardbryced

005. It's easier to lie and be safe, Time and time again I'm half stalled.

Aug 24, 2005 15:16

Everything's so confusing at this point in my life. I want to talk about one thing, but things that I don't even care about or want to talk about start pouring out of my mouth, and I can't stop them before I say something that I regret saying later. Not in the sense that I'm going to hurt someone else, but in the sense that I find it so hard to ( Read more... )

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megandfox August 24 2005, 20:49:27 UTC

I'm not angry, I'm glad if I can be of any help. I do care if you're feeling like this, and I hope that you feel better. For many of the most salient features of intelligence, it is rather insistently believed, is its ability to find good reasons for worry, whereas those without that ability sleep well and march blithely on. Intelligence, by this view, best displays itself as intelligence by discerning risk, by identifying cause for concern.

howardbryced August 24 2005, 20:51:47 UTC

Thank you. That really did help me. I was so worried about the type of responses I would get from that...I have no idea how many times I edited that. And I claim to dislike censorship. Ha.

megandfox August 24 2005, 21:05:17 UTC

Haha don't worry, I don't think anyone's going to be angry. I honestly don't give a fuck about censorship. :-*

howardbryced August 24 2005, 21:05:35 UTC

The sensible side of me knows that they won't. And yes, censorship = Satan.

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joaquin_p August 25 2005, 02:13:07 UTC

I want to give you some insightful advice. But I don't know how to put it quite yet. See, this is the reason why I never spoke up about things. I've had a trust issue with people ever since..well, you know. It's hard to for me to let anyone in.

I hope you know that you can trust me. I know I've probably said it before but don't be afraid to come to me if you ever need anything. Even if all you need is someone to listen to you. You know I have to take care of my little sister ;)

howardbryced August 25 2005, 10:50:21 UTC

Take your time. I don't blame you for not really being able to trust people, since I tend to have the same problem. I certainly wouldn't want to be rushed into anything.

Yes, I know. You're probably the person that I trust most, other than my parents. That one's a given, though.

joaquin_p August 25 2005, 11:46:45 UTC

Yeah...

I'm honored that you trust me so. I really am. I'm so grateful that we've kept in touch even after the filming ended. I look forward to the day that we get the chance to work together again. With you, beautiful, it's always a pleasure.

howardbryced August 25 2005, 20:01:56 UTC

Yes.

Was the entire point of that paragraph to make me cry? Because if it was, then mission accomplished. ;) And I look forward to that as well.

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