i've been having some dreams.
they're not bad
in fact,
they are rather nice
but they're not GOOD
for me to be having them.
but
i dont know if there is anything i can do about that.
the past is hard to get out of your head.
:/

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Introspection. (Take a leak, then we'll get this thing rollin'.)The Soul.Do you consider yourself kind?:yes, i do beleive so Do you consider yourself morale?:yes Do you consider yourself honest?:to some extent Do you hold any prejudices?:i try not to Are you spiritual or religious?:yes Philosophical?:hmm If so, what philosophies interest you?:eh Do ( Read more... )

Dispatch
Sirens
Doors open
Chest compressions
Code blue
Respiratory therapy
Trauma team
T2
Running
Beeping
Screaming
Orders
Frantic commotion
Flat-line
Silence
People file out-orderly line
Flick off the light
Death.

10/4/5

i watched someone die today.
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HAPPY OCTOBER

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