still no baby ( Read more... )

 jacobs last day at work. last day of the month. still no baby leif. i want him to come out when he's ready. but i hope its not much later, just so things don't get too complicated. i've been having a steady show of early labor symptoms. but that could last a few days before i go into active labor, which is pushing time. baby time ( Read more... )

 so its 5 days past and still no baby leif ( Read more... )

 i fucking hate! the waiting game.
i'm so tired.

i just want to hold my baby

drea just left today back to LA. i'm so glad she came to visit. it was just what i needed. i was feeling so lazy and tired. i feel like i'm just waiting. waiting and waiting. waiting for my baby. and i've just been sleeping, time goes by fastest sometimes by sleeping it away, cause hey, sometimes you just need a break. anyway, her being here got me ( Read more... )

so its almost been a week without me working. its been real nice. i've been able to relax a whole lot more, which i really needed. my feet more than anything else have really been taking one for the team. it hurts to walk but its highly recommendedto walk during pregnancy to make birth easier. but ahhhhh my feet feel like they swell up after a ( Read more... )

finally some sleep ( Read more... )

so a few nights ago i experienced what i imagined to be contractions. by far the worst thing i've ever felt in my life! it happened around 11pm for about 2 nights. i ended up convincing myself that it was actually just really bad gas or something because i happened to have had a lot of milk both nights just before bed. and because i shouldn't be ( Read more... )

was jacob's birthday on wednesday. we went camping just us two and the baby to this amazing place our friend jackson told us about. (jacksons our housemate, hes quite a wonderful person.) anyway, so the place is called meditation point and is the sweetest spot to camp at... theres a huge lake, plenty of trails and woods, and mt hood just behind us ( Read more... )

went camping just yesterday to this amazing place thats just like 30 minutes away from portland. its so easy to get away from the city here, its great. and it was a real escape. i woke up this morning to what sounded like a millions baby birds. sleep itself was rough of course.but it was really really nice. jacob found this sweet spot which was ( Read more... )