ahh

[howhighthem00n]

i'm so anxious. it had calmed for like a week, but now it's constant again. ahh. i'm stressed. i'm gunna have a break down SO BAD sometime. my guess is....hm prolly right before halloween i guess. if not before then, then like half way through november. so look out world!! lol

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[dkeaton420]

Just remember this: I LOVE YOU SO INCREDIBLY MUCH!!!!!!

and...

if you ever need me to track down and kill some psycho crazy bitch, you just call me and *bam* problem solved.

just a night of nothing

[bellybuttonless]

we are going to find a night and do nothing together. i miss you becky, ive tried saying it different ways, but i guess the most abrupt and blunt way to say it is, i miss you. im not sure what im missing exactly, but i think on the issue that you were discussing forgiving, ive forgiven, but im still angry, and i really do think they are two different things. maybe thats what it is for you too. but im not angry for me, well i am kinda, but more in light of you. im angry for you because of what its done to you and our friendship bc its more.... distant? maybe thats not the right word. i hate seeing you like this all the time, so im angry there too. i don't know whats changed, and ive always been working on accepting change, but i don't like this ananoymus change and i won't accept it. therefore i am angry, and i miss you.
thats all i have to say about that. :)