i am leaving for wisconsin tomorrow.
we are driving there to pick Daniel up.
It should be an exciting trip.
I actually look forward to 9-hour car drives,
they tend to give me plenty of time to write.
And, I really haven't written much lately.
So, this will be a good chance to catch up on things.

Speaking of writing.
I have an inspiration.
A big one.
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I am the luckiest boy on the face of the earth.
Seriously.

I love life.
I love smiling.
I love this feeling.

Am I lame?
Very much so.

i'm being pathetic tonight.
bottled water.
dashboard.
burnt out lightbulbs..
and no desire to replace them.

Basically, I miss Carly.

Also, I am tired of making so many mistakes.
I feel as if I make the same mistakes over and over and over.
Why can't I seem to learn from past mistakes?

Jake and I are escaping Muncie this weekend.
And I cannot wait.

well, this is the last day of regular classes.
& I am so happy about that.
however, I still have quite a bit to do before midnight tonight.
basically, my evening will be spent in the library...once again.

My brain hurts.
I had several weeks to write my persuasive speech.
Yet, I waited until 2 am this morning to write it.
I gave my speech at 9:30 am....
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this week has been a drag.
i'm not one to use livejournal as a way to complain about how "shitty" life can be...
butt...
okay, negative/positive.

.Negative.
*sara and i haven't been talking.
*...and she doesn't seem to mind.
*i have tons of homework...all the time.
*my room is a mess...all the time.
*our house smells like smoke.
*i finished breaking my ( Read more... )

"the stars only shine when it's dark,
could you please be my star?"

lately, it seems like so many of my closest friends have been sad, depressed, down, etc.,
obviously, this is going to bother me.

This is the problem:
Girls tend to rely too heavily on "love" and their boyfriends for happiness.  Now, I'm not saying that I haven't commited this mistake in the past (with girlfriends...).  However, lately I have been ( Read more... )

i hate how people are so easily blinded by "love."

this has been another busy week...
however, i have a little bit of a break.
several of my nights this week were spent slaving away over papers, in the library.
it seems like i am always stressed out because of school work...

however.
there have been several bright spots.
namely: sara, jake, music, & ihop.  : ]]

sara, jake, brittany and myelf had an "emo ( Read more... )

i've had better days.
way better.

i'm really thankful for my real friends...
you know who you are.

there are things i want to obtain
& they always escape me.
it's frustrating.
so is homework.
i have a never ending supply.

i'm submiting poetry tomorrow.
wish me luck.