here is my mind:

[howiwishiwasnt]

i had a really bad day today. i never talk to my dad anymore. why cant i be one of those kids who is just quiet in class? my "mom" (i shouldnt be calling her that b/c it feels like she is a police officer) is a bitch. i am not qualified for honors geometry anymore. i probably wont make it into honors science, the test was so hard. i am such a

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[ifuslitmythroat]

honor classes are a bunch of bullshit. i wouldnt feel that bad if i didnt get in them if i were you. their full of know it alls that care about that subject way to much.
<3 ya paris

[eyelineryou]

"no one knows me"
"i really want to go to tamiscal"
"i honestly care less and less every day"
- i think were soulmates. because i am smoothered by these thoughts.

what camp?
ugh. so much to catch up on.
oh babe i miss yer smile, and yer voice, and how insanely fucking smart you are...
lets kick some tyler s girlfriend ass together.
then

sex him, leave him,
and dance-
on a school night - in the middle of a street-
with our hair down- and red lipstick that was touching tyler only seconds before.

.i will love u untill will turns into a boy,erm,girl, .human.

[howiwishiwasnt]

we are soulmates. and i love the plan, it sounds awesome. i mish you and im so bummed i couldnt come to ur partay. the camp is camp anytown and im going from tomorrow (wed.) afternoon to sat. afternoon. 65 kids from tam got picked to go. the kids are of every race and gender and are supposed to not know eachother very well. it is supposed to be a life changing experience. we will ride a bus to the santa cruz mountains and talk and do activities in order to learn more about others and ourselves. im scared.

to bad

[ifuslitmythroat]

well to who ever anotherdotcome is. im not sorry for offending you. i can state my own oppinion on things. and im not sorry for saying that honor classes suck ass cause everyone in there are stuck up air heads. sorry your in them and fall into that category but i can say what i want. and no thanks ill categorize people how i want to. you dont even know who the hell i am

i can't stop eating redvines!

[tkiimtmtayh]

im sorry your mom's being such a cockface. why do you wish you were a 'quiet kid' in class? are you obnoxiously loud in class? what's this camp your going to? and trust me, youre no more fucked up than the rest of us--
no one really knows anyone...unless they are bulimic and can read minds.... lol. im a dork. xox

Re: i can't stop eating redvines!

[howiwishiwasnt]

i said something in class today that i didnt think was dumb but apparently others did b/c they laughed at me. ouch.