im so sorry

[howiwishiwasnt]

im disgusted with myself. its been 22 days, and im proud. and if it goes on for 343 more days i will be happier in a way. the more time were apart the more i get used to it. the more i like it. and its sad. and its wrong. but it still feels good. on some level. so if you read this, stay away. itll make me happier in the end

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[_the_last]

why are you so discusted with yourself?

:(

[howiwishiwasnt]

b/c im proud of something i shouldnt be proud of. and i dont know why.