Water is splatting against the window, missiles from heaven sent down to make you miserable and you don't know if its the rain or your emotions running down your face, smearing your cheeks dirty with guilt.
That day, you had been fighting with him. Sure, you guys fought all the time, it's what happens when seven guys are living together for too long, but this one had been particularly bad. Your teammates were struggling to pin arms and legs down, to hold you against the wall while he was forced to the ground in an effort to prevent a verbal fight escalating to a physical one. They were a little late, your cheek is swollen and turning purple and his lip is bleeding from when it got caught between his tooth and your fist. You two struggle to get free while throwing harsh words and biting words until
"Why don't you go back to Seattle hyung??" you scream amidst all the madness. "Nobody wants you here anyways!"
And now, you would give anything just to take those words back.