the man always seems to get ya down doesnt he?....ne ways ive applied for so many different jobs that its nto even funny- like i dont understand why people dont want to hire me....and im not saying that in a cockey way or ne but i mean seriously!!! ive put in at least 4 applications and have heard nothing. what the fuck am i doin wrong man ( Read more... )

ok so i havent written an entry in a long while. crazy stuff has been goin on lately. also i retract my previous statement about josh - only certain people know why - not who i thought he was. sad really ( Read more... )

so my mom calls me at 930 today to yell at me for not being in chemistry and how i dont TRY at it - awesome

so i think i might have a psychological disorder of some sort. i always get these sort of waves of emotion. like for instance one week i will be soooo happy - like im floating on air, but then the next week, or even day, im a total bummer. i think its because i see what i want to see and not what actually is. like i make things more or better then ( Read more... )

i am sooo happy with my life at this very moment, but my emotions would best be expressed in lyrics from Counting Crows' "Recovering the Satellites" :

we only stay in orbit for a moment of time,
then you're everybody's satellite.
i wish that you were mine...

well im home lol...ironically im all by myself. havent been home in 2 weeks and theres no one to come home to...except for my Moose =) (my doggy) he makes me really really happy. he always listens and i never get into stupid fights with him and hes beautiful and fun....wow itd be perfect if he was a HUMAN. anyways yea so im all by my lonesome here ( Read more... )

well im really procrastinating right now...i should be studying for my math test and i will be shortly. I just hate math soooo much--its the least interesting subject in the world to me. i could be in the history of brick laying and i would still have more fun--i dunno. i only have to take one more math class and then im done man.....i will praise ( Read more... )

ok sooo i think i might have actually passed my chem quiz-holla. my head hurts from thinkin about orbitals and molecular geometry and what not-crazy stuff ( Read more... )

i might get addicted to this-i guess its better than Tums.....

ok so this is my first journal entry, and even tho im an english major, i dont think i will be using correct grammer 24-7---sorry Suze i know this might kill you. But anyways, ok so i got initiated into the fabulous Phi Mu sorority this weekend and i am quite excited to be starting a new chapter in my life--awesomeness. the girls are great and ive ( Read more... )