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[howtokillmyself]

I've been doing a lot better. Monday was the first day in a long, long time that I didn't binge. I haven't been eating very good food... but it's all been in moderation. I'm so glad that week before my period is over. It always feels so impossible to control food then. Today I had a shake and fries from work... awful stuff, I know, but whatever, it

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[daddysambiguity]

:) Perfect icon.

[asthinasher]

. And what do I do when I feel overwhelmed? I give up; I feel like it is too much, there is too much to do, and so I don't do anything.

i hear you. oh christ, do i hear you.

awww, i'm glad to see at least a glimmer of positivity in this entry!
good job on your monday completion, too! even if it's just one day, it's still a small small step.
it's weird how sometimes, binge food doesn't hit the spot like it used to. a few weeks back, i stopped off at mcdonald's for the first time in AGES to get some fries, and they tasted so BLAND to me! here i was, anticipating greatness, and they, well, sucked. i have killed all of my previous and future urges for them. for which i am glad.

best of luck on continuing to curb your binges. i'm proud of you!