i've realized i want more out of life than working all day and sleeping dreamlessly through the night.

i've realized i want more out of love than insecurity, trepidation and the habit of second guessing fucking everything.

i want a challenge, i want a rock.

the times are a-changing. they better be.

everything everything everything sucks.

almost.

i have somewhat of a tan.
 

i've come to realize that the worst, most painful and tiring part of a relationship is that you sometimes leave your favorite cds at his place and forget to take them with you home.

well, that and the fact that you sometimes feel hurt, lonely, left out and unloved.

and to add insult to injury, i now have absolutely nothing to listen to whilst ( Read more... )

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i think it's funny how both of us seem to think of each other when we hear the song.

i'd hate to be the asshole optimist here again, but i don't think that it will.

it's funny how, the older i get, the more i treat the books i read like lovers.

and i really fucking love books.

"and when someone is all that patient, you have to feel grateful and then you have to hurt them. does that make sense?"

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so, my life is pretty much just centered around work these days, but this morning i got to wake up before my alarm went off, have lazy morning sex and eat fruit salad for breakfast.

this is what life should be like. always.

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Dialling: Hanna Löhman

and i say this, not at all with a heavy heart -

Connecting: Hanna Löhman

people don't change