why am i just NOT okay?

[howyoudoinboo]

they're all back... the loves of my life have returned to me. i am no longer friendless in the u.s. but, i just feel so empty. i smoke too much. cigarettes, that is... so i know i'm stressed out. but, over what? i dunno. last night was the first night where i actually do not remember what i did after smoking with evan. that scared me, and

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[hildolovesyou]

I'm sorry i flipped out! so so sorry, it's just i care so much about you and i don't want to see you hurting. I love ya that's why. :( sorry.
mucho love to you,
hillary