Title: Sobering Affair Fandom: 5 Seconds of Summer(RPF) Pairing: Calum/Luke Rating: NC17
Title: Sobering Affair
Fandom: 5 Seconds of Summer(RPF)
Pairing: Calum Hood/Luke Hemmings
Warnings: Slash pairing, Explicit Sex,Closeted Character, Anal Sex, Blowjob, Rimming, Bottoming from the top, BottomLuke, Underage Sex, & Angst.
Calum swallowed nervously as he pocketed the foil wrapped packet. He'd never done this sober. In fact a huge part of him still yearned for the few drinks that would make this so much easier. He wanted that liquid courage but knew if he showed up drunk this time he'd be turned away, maybe for good.
Luke was still angry with him, the fight they'd had still fresh in his mind. Ever since that morning they'd both struggled to keep things light between them. Struggled not to let it interfere with the shows. Both of them desperate to keep their bandmates from knowing the truth. After two agonizing weeks of pretending it was okay, they were finally on break from the tour.
It'd been four days since they'd said goodbye at Sydney airport. Calum had tried every form of apology since they'd gotten home and nothing had worked. Luke avoided his calls and texts, ignored his tweets and snaps. That's when Calum had known what he had to do...but the question was, did he have the courage to do it?
The pale darkness of dusk hid Calum as he made his way up the drive. He could see several lights turned on inside the house and voices echoed off the evening quiet as he slid cautiously past the kitchen window. Luke's room was towards the back and Calum had seen a dim light flickering from within.
He ducked down low just in case Luke wasn't alone. His knuckles rapped softly against the glass to get Luke's attention. He watched as Luke pushed his head out the window to investigate the noise. Calum whispered hey but Luke didn't seem to hear him.
"Hey Luke! Luke its me...Calum!" This time he moved closer and brought his voice up just a bit. Luke turned to look at him and the shock registered on his features.
"What are you doing here?" Lukes voice had an edge of hostility to it as he spoke.
"Throwing rocks at your window at midnight." Calum sang off key in a soft whisper.
Luke tried hard to stifle his laugh but a low chuckle still escaped.
"What is that, an attempt at 5sos cheesy pickup lines?" He said, still grinning.
"Maybe..." Calum shrugged.
"But seriously though, why are you even here?" Luke reiterated.
"Can't a guy just come visit his best friend for no reason?"
"Yeah but Cal, most people use the front door."
"I know but I figured you were still angry at me and besides, isn't this more romantic?" Calum said in a hopeful tone.
"I guess so... Come on, get in here before my mum sees you creeping around and calls the cops!"
Calum grinned as he began hoisted himself up to the windowsill.
"Worried about me getting arrested. Why Lukey, I didn't know you still cared!"
Luke pulled Calum the rest of the way through the window which resulted in both of them crashing to the floor with a loud bang, barely missing a nearby lamp. Calum was on top of Luke as he whispered "I've always cared."
Calum barely registered the meaning behind those words when he heard Liz hollering to Luke from down the hall.
"Luke, what was that noise? If you're destroying my house young man..."
The threat within her voice was imminent and real. Luke was quick to shove Calum off of him. He opened the door partway as Calum attempted to hide on the bed.
"Sorry mum, I just knocked some books over." Luke stuttered out.
Calum groaned inwardly. Fuck if that boy couldn't lie to save his own life!
"Are you sure? If I didn't know better I'd swear one of the boys were in there and you two were wrestling. Which I might add, I don't approve of in the house."
Calum could tell she wasn't buying Luke's story but after he promised to be more careful she went back to the front of the house. Luke closed the bedroom door and locked it before climbing onto the bed beside Calum.
"I should probably just go. This was obviously a bad idea." Calum mumbled nervously.
"Mum's not gonna care that you're here." Luke whispered back.
"Yeah, well she certainly wouldn't like my reason for coming here tonite." Calum began climbing off the bed but Luke's hand tight around his wrist stopped him.
"Why did you come here?" He questioned softly.
Calum hesitated, again unsure of his true motives. He only knew that he hadn't liked Luke being angry at him. He hadn't wanted to lose him.
"You were mad at me. I wanted to make it up to you." Calum couldn't look at Luke when he said those words.
"Are you drunk?" Luke asked, a bit too loudly.
Calum pressed his fingers against Luke's lips.
"Ssshhh...no I'm not drunk!"
"Wait! You wanted to do it sober?"
Luke's voice was quieter as he took in Calum's words.
"You came to me sober..."
Luke's smile was filled with joy as he leaned in to kiss Calum. Calum hesitated before returning the kiss. He was still worried about being caught.
"This isn't a good idea, Luke." He whispered as he broke free of Luke's lips.
"No, its a brilliant idea." Luke said as he pushed Calum down against the mattress.
"Cal, I'm gonna make you feel so good baby. So fucking good..."
Luke's voice was so seductive, his hands unbuttoning Calum's shirt as he kissed him again. This kiss was more demanding, needier and Calum couldn't help but give in. He grasped at Luke's hip as Luke's fingers swept softly across his bared chest.
Luke pulled back to take off his tee and discard it at the end of the bed. He was standing there in nothing but his boxers and Calum felt that familiar want in the pit of his stomach. Why had he denied himself this for so long? There was nothing to be scared of, he didn't need alcohol to do this, did he?
"Luke, you're so beautiful." Calum whispered, awestruck. "I know I've never told you that but its true."
A faint blush colored Luke's cheeks as he felt around for the lube he had hidden in the back of his desk drawer. He crawled back onto the bed and in a matter of minutes they were both naked. Luke swallowed Calum's cock with ease, burying his nose in Calum's dark curls. Calum tried hard to contain himself but a soft cry escaped his lips. It felt so good, Luke sucking and swallowing around his prick.
After a minute, Luke pulled off but only to tease at the tip with his tongue which made Calum groan again, this time louder. Luke pressed a hand over Calum's mouth as he continued licking up and down Calum's long length.
"Keep being so noisy and we'll get caught for sure." He whispered playfully against Calum's ear as he continued stroking him.
"It feels so fucking good!" Calum whispered back.
Luke straddled Calums waist as he pressed their lips back together. Calum's hands explored softly down Luke's back, this time eliciting a soft moan from Luke's lips, Calum couldn't help but smile at the muffled noise.
"Hand me the lube." Calum demanded.
Luke handed him the bottle and Calum clicked the cap open. He smeared a tiny bit on one finger before sliding it inside Luke's ass. He went slow, stretching Luke thoroughly each time before adding more lube with a second and third finger. He angled his fingers just right to rub against Luke's prostate. Luke bit down hard upon his own lip to keep from moaning too loudly. He was a beautiful mess and it made Calum's cock twitch with desire.
"Fuck, Luke...! I need this so bad..."
"Did you bring protection because I couldn't find any in my stash?" Luke asked.
"Yeah there's one in my jeans."
Calum was ever so grateful he'd thought ahead. He watched as Luke got up and retrieved the condom. Luke handed it off to Calum and his nervousness was apparent as he watched Calum slide it over the head of his cock.
"Baby what is it? What's wrong?" Calum whispered as he reached out to push a loose strand of Luke's blonde hair off his forehead and kissed him softly.
"Nothing..." He whispered quietly, suddenly unable to look Calum in the eyes.
Luke slid himself back onto Calum's lap, not saying a word until he felt Calum's cock nudging against his hole.
"We've just never gone this far when you were sober. It means a lot to me, Cal."
Those words froze Calum and looked up into Luke's eyes to read the vulnerability that lay behind them.
"Baby I'm sorry...we should have done this a long time ago."
Calum swallowed back the emotions he was feeling as he pushed upwards into Luke. They didn't fuck like they usually did. This time was different. This time they took their time. Luke rode his cock slowly as they each eased into their orgasms without feeling rushed.
This time Calum didn't have to wade through a sea of drunken grogginess. This time was so real that it kind of scared him but he was more afraid of voicing it aloud. Instead he allowed himself to be caught up in the emotion and pleasure of their lovemaking.
Once they were done, Calum clung onto Lucas. He knew he'd have to leave soon but a part of him was desperate to stay wrapped in this moment forever.
"Calum, I love you." Luke whispered to him in the dark.
Calum's voice was trembling as he whispered it back, hugging Luke tightly to his chest. This moment was so perfect. He was glad to be sober so he'd remember it always.
"Things will be so much better now that we can truly be together as a couple."
And with those damning words, Luke had broken whatever fairy tale magic they'd been swept up by. Yet Calum stayed quiet, unable to burst Luke's happy bubble like he'd just ripped apart Calum's.
No....That devastation could wait till morning.
Read Part 1 https://hpfangirl71.livejournal.com/205380.html Here
Fandom: 5 Seconds of Summer(RPF)
Pairing: Calum Hood/Luke Hemmings
Warnings: Slash pairing, Explicit Sex,Closeted Character, Anal Sex, Blowjob, Rimming, Bottoming from the top, BottomLuke, Underage Sex, & Angst.
Calum swallowed nervously as he pocketed the foil wrapped packet. He'd never done this sober. In fact a huge part of him still yearned for the few drinks that would make this so much easier. He wanted that liquid courage but knew if he showed up drunk this time he'd be turned away, maybe for good.
Luke was still angry with him, the fight they'd had still fresh in his mind. Ever since that morning they'd both struggled to keep things light between them. Struggled not to let it interfere with the shows. Both of them desperate to keep their bandmates from knowing the truth. After two agonizing weeks of pretending it was okay, they were finally on break from the tour.
It'd been four days since they'd said goodbye at Sydney airport. Calum had tried every form of apology since they'd gotten home and nothing had worked. Luke avoided his calls and texts, ignored his tweets and snaps. That's when Calum had known what he had to do...but the question was, did he have the courage to do it?
The pale darkness of dusk hid Calum as he made his way up the drive. He could see several lights turned on inside the house and voices echoed off the evening quiet as he slid cautiously past the kitchen window. Luke's room was towards the back and Calum had seen a dim light flickering from within.
He ducked down low just in case Luke wasn't alone. His knuckles rapped softly against the glass to get Luke's attention. He watched as Luke pushed his head out the window to investigate the noise. Calum whispered hey but Luke didn't seem to hear him.
"Hey Luke! Luke its me...Calum!" This time he moved closer and brought his voice up just a bit. Luke turned to look at him and the shock registered on his features.
"What are you doing here?" Lukes voice had an edge of hostility to it as he spoke.
"Throwing rocks at your window at midnight." Calum sang off key in a soft whisper.
Luke tried hard to stifle his laugh but a low chuckle still escaped.
"What is that, an attempt at 5sos cheesy pickup lines?" He said, still grinning.
"Maybe..." Calum shrugged.
"But seriously though, why are you even here?" Luke reiterated.
"Can't a guy just come visit his best friend for no reason?"
"Yeah but Cal, most people use the front door."
"I know but I figured you were still angry at me and besides, isn't this more romantic?" Calum said in a hopeful tone.
"I guess so... Come on, get in here before my mum sees you creeping around and calls the cops!"
Calum grinned as he began hoisted himself up to the windowsill.
"Worried about me getting arrested. Why Lukey, I didn't know you still cared!"
Luke pulled Calum the rest of the way through the window which resulted in both of them crashing to the floor with a loud bang, barely missing a nearby lamp. Calum was on top of Luke as he whispered "I've always cared."
Calum barely registered the meaning behind those words when he heard Liz hollering to Luke from down the hall.
"Luke, what was that noise? If you're destroying my house young man..."
The threat within her voice was imminent and real. Luke was quick to shove Calum off of him. He opened the door partway as Calum attempted to hide on the bed.
"Sorry mum, I just knocked some books over." Luke stuttered out.
Calum groaned inwardly. Fuck if that boy couldn't lie to save his own life!
"Are you sure? If I didn't know better I'd swear one of the boys were in there and you two were wrestling. Which I might add, I don't approve of in the house."
Calum could tell she wasn't buying Luke's story but after he promised to be more careful she went back to the front of the house. Luke closed the bedroom door and locked it before climbing onto the bed beside Calum.
"I should probably just go. This was obviously a bad idea." Calum mumbled nervously.
"Mum's not gonna care that you're here." Luke whispered back.
"Yeah, well she certainly wouldn't like my reason for coming here tonite." Calum began climbing off the bed but Luke's hand tight around his wrist stopped him.
"Why did you come here?" He questioned softly.
Calum hesitated, again unsure of his true motives. He only knew that he hadn't liked Luke being angry at him. He hadn't wanted to lose him.
"You were mad at me. I wanted to make it up to you." Calum couldn't look at Luke when he said those words.
"Are you drunk?" Luke asked, a bit too loudly.
Calum pressed his fingers against Luke's lips.
"Ssshhh...no I'm not drunk!"
"Wait! You wanted to do it sober?"
Luke's voice was quieter as he took in Calum's words.
"You came to me sober..."
Luke's smile was filled with joy as he leaned in to kiss Calum. Calum hesitated before returning the kiss. He was still worried about being caught.
"This isn't a good idea, Luke." He whispered as he broke free of Luke's lips.
"No, its a brilliant idea." Luke said as he pushed Calum down against the mattress.
"Cal, I'm gonna make you feel so good baby. So fucking good..."
Luke's voice was so seductive, his hands unbuttoning Calum's shirt as he kissed him again. This kiss was more demanding, needier and Calum couldn't help but give in. He grasped at Luke's hip as Luke's fingers swept softly across his bared chest.
Luke pulled back to take off his tee and discard it at the end of the bed. He was standing there in nothing but his boxers and Calum felt that familiar want in the pit of his stomach. Why had he denied himself this for so long? There was nothing to be scared of, he didn't need alcohol to do this, did he?
"Luke, you're so beautiful." Calum whispered, awestruck. "I know I've never told you that but its true."
A faint blush colored Luke's cheeks as he felt around for the lube he had hidden in the back of his desk drawer. He crawled back onto the bed and in a matter of minutes they were both naked. Luke swallowed Calum's cock with ease, burying his nose in Calum's dark curls. Calum tried hard to contain himself but a soft cry escaped his lips. It felt so good, Luke sucking and swallowing around his prick.
After a minute, Luke pulled off but only to tease at the tip with his tongue which made Calum groan again, this time louder. Luke pressed a hand over Calum's mouth as he continued licking up and down Calum's long length.
"Keep being so noisy and we'll get caught for sure." He whispered playfully against Calum's ear as he continued stroking him.
"It feels so fucking good!" Calum whispered back.
Luke straddled Calums waist as he pressed their lips back together. Calum's hands explored softly down Luke's back, this time eliciting a soft moan from Luke's lips, Calum couldn't help but smile at the muffled noise.
"Hand me the lube." Calum demanded.
Luke handed him the bottle and Calum clicked the cap open. He smeared a tiny bit on one finger before sliding it inside Luke's ass. He went slow, stretching Luke thoroughly each time before adding more lube with a second and third finger. He angled his fingers just right to rub against Luke's prostate. Luke bit down hard upon his own lip to keep from moaning too loudly. He was a beautiful mess and it made Calum's cock twitch with desire.
"Fuck, Luke...! I need this so bad..."
"Did you bring protection because I couldn't find any in my stash?" Luke asked.
"Yeah there's one in my jeans."
Calum was ever so grateful he'd thought ahead. He watched as Luke got up and retrieved the condom. Luke handed it off to Calum and his nervousness was apparent as he watched Calum slide it over the head of his cock.
"Baby what is it? What's wrong?" Calum whispered as he reached out to push a loose strand of Luke's blonde hair off his forehead and kissed him softly.
"Nothing..." He whispered quietly, suddenly unable to look Calum in the eyes.
Luke slid himself back onto Calum's lap, not saying a word until he felt Calum's cock nudging against his hole.
"We've just never gone this far when you were sober. It means a lot to me, Cal."
Those words froze Calum and looked up into Luke's eyes to read the vulnerability that lay behind them.
"Baby I'm sorry...we should have done this a long time ago."
Calum swallowed back the emotions he was feeling as he pushed upwards into Luke. They didn't fuck like they usually did. This time was different. This time they took their time. Luke rode his cock slowly as they each eased into their orgasms without feeling rushed.
This time Calum didn't have to wade through a sea of drunken grogginess. This time was so real that it kind of scared him but he was more afraid of voicing it aloud. Instead he allowed himself to be caught up in the emotion and pleasure of their lovemaking.
Once they were done, Calum clung onto Lucas. He knew he'd have to leave soon but a part of him was desperate to stay wrapped in this moment forever.
"Calum, I love you." Luke whispered to him in the dark.
Calum's voice was trembling as he whispered it back, hugging Luke tightly to his chest. This moment was so perfect. He was glad to be sober so he'd remember it always.
"Things will be so much better now that we can truly be together as a couple."
And with those damning words, Luke had broken whatever fairy tale magic they'd been swept up by. Yet Calum stayed quiet, unable to burst Luke's happy bubble like he'd just ripped apart Calum's.
No....That devastation could wait till morning.
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