My Mother always says...

[hpoirot14]

Michael there will always be someone smarter, faster and better than you That is pretty much true. No matter how nice I am, no matter how hard I work, no matter what I do there is still someone out there who is better. Yet I still try

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[spacey18]

Yea i totaly know that feeling. But it always seems if i am not working or doing something someone seems to be mad at me or yells at me i dont know.

we seem to be in the same boat, well kinda...

[akrazee]

Its hard for me because at the zoo... I just want a task to do, to complete, but i have to be available to help others... which is fine. I can't do an all-consuming task, but then i am waiting to help others and i don't have anything to fill my time. THATS when certain people come into the picture and are like "You are not doing anything!" For some reason it is REALLY hard for me to find the in between this year. (lostness)
I just can't get past the feeling that everyone feels that i am not pulling my weight.
Allow me to bawl now and wallow in self-pity...
sigh back now anyway...
Then i got reminded I can't change everyone else, but i can change me. And I can't change everyone's opinion of me but i can change my opinion of myself. Which if i know that i am in the right i shouldn't back down or appologize for it---this is for some reason what i seem to be doing.