i dont even know how i feel.

[hrtbsidemytoung]

right now i feel so much. i dont even know where to start. all i can think about is how much ive been missing what im here for. every day i just put it off and never do it. i know im not good enough. but your still satisfied.i just feel empty without Him. and needing to spend time with my creator. it just tears me apart knowing i could pass this up

Comments

[balexasso]

bubba i'm so glad that song could reach you as it did. scott was an amazing guy and has touched so many lives, while alive and now where he is, more alive than ever. nathan did PERFECT job of really showing what kind of life he lead through their song "scout", and it makes me so happy to see it's effect on others. his funneral and everything made me strive to be a better person and not take this life we are given for granted. always know that God is there for you. thanks for being so great! :) <33 alex

:)

[anonymous]

you're so great. just letting you know. and its not a weird post. these live journal things are supposed be for expressing what youre thinking or feeling even if it makes no sense and so that means its in no way weird! :o)
<3 --jackie

[handonthedoor]

aww love!!
its okay, i've been where you are before.
in fact in a way i still am. in a way.
it would be uber awesome if you could go to church camp or somethinng this summer.
i'm going to juggernaut with 249. and you can still sign up.
but were going to florida and it will be muchos fun.
i understand how you feel...
and i will ALWAYS be here for you if you need someone. honestly.
i know that we don't know each other all that well, YET,
but i really want to get to know you better and i want you to be able to trust me with things and all that stuff.
i'm always going to be here for you!
you know the screen name i have now:
wastexpaintxcan
then i got a new one on aim, i dunno how much i'm going to use it
but its: polish me pretty
and then on msn its : stfu___kthnx
and if you would like my phone number and cell number i'll give that to you on aim. i can't wait to see you on friday!!!
its going to be okay though, but until its wonderful, and even if it is wonderful, i'm here for you the whole time. <3

[splitinghearts]

just glad the song happend before it was to late!!.... your a great kid, good heart, i know that and i messed up.... hope things keep going great for you.. and hope you do great at the show on fri!!!!

<^>
Christina

hey

[anonymous]

i think you should have told the truth instead of lied to me it wouldve been alot better :*