ok so here it is i am in a relatioshiip and guess what...other people keep trying to get in to my shit....well i am here with an ankle cast and so my guy likes to go for a car ride with someone but he shouldn't i be there too...i am supposed to be the partner and whent hings are going on between him and i it is not up to anyone else to stick their ( Read more... )

well by now i guess everyone knows personal stuff and lots of it is very painful to my heart.....i am trying to take things one day at a time .............anyone who would like to see me knows where i live......................
MJ

another week in the makings... imagine i actually spent some time this weekend doing something i chose and have been interested in for a very long while...trying to play guitar..yes...i have a small one it has been sitting in my room for about three years and it is time for me to make use of it..it will get me through times when i need to just ( Read more... )

wow i guess each day has to be an adventure if you choose to name it that...each day something diffeerent...fking relationship crap as always.......would be nice to feel like a priority...o yes i forget that there are a million other things happening...and that each person makes their own choices as to what is IMPORTANT to them and where they want ( Read more... )

feel like an off person today...well yeah just got up and took a really long walk the long way ere to the library so i could attempt to clear my head so we will see what today brings me...at least i know i am not in anyone's way at the moment...yes i know i have been given many lessons one of which is that when you expect to be treated a certain ( Read more... )

wow weird days keep happening to me i don't know from one day to the next how i am feeling but hey i guess that is part of everyone's life right.....o yes i am stable ...anyway hopefully in a week or so i will be back to working full time and then i can start to get things in order and get to gettin a car again too...man it is NOT fun bein without ( Read more... )

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why is there such a lack of communication ------just me raving about my own shit right now...so irritated...hey i don't appreciate being asked to go somewhere with someone and then the person who INVITED me bails in a car with other people and just leaves me thinkin we were having some time together..not happenin unless the person WANTS their ( Read more... )

well this is part of my horoscope today march 30,2006 ( Read more... )

whether anyone likes it or not to bad..it is not my style to use people for my own benefit and it is not my style to get in other people's business i just am concerned for MY family's well being and would like to see them be happy and not have to feel like others are putting them down.........................my life yes it is in the order i am able ( Read more... )