Today I have been rethinking my adopting decision. I was looking in the mirror, and I started admiring my amazing baby birthing hips. While I have never really desired the whole pregnancy/giving birth thing, it would just be a shame to waste all this hippage. These things were just meant to deliver. Between that and my fertile family line ( ( Read more... )

So I had this strange dream last night, that a bunch of the girls that were older than me in synchro, including my sister, decided to get back together and compete at nationals. Kelly and I went to watch, but we were freaking out because we didn't know if they were swimming for COS or the coralinas, and therefore we didn't know what color to wear ( Read more... )

I don't know how I got to this point. I am sitting here, at 6:37 in the morning, a page and a half into an eight page paper that is due today. I have been up since three working on it. And I am only a page and a half in. And I just don't understand how I became this much of procrastinator ( Read more... )

Spring break was amazing. You know how much I complained in my last entry about being burnout? I feel refreshed. I spent the week relaxing, focusing on me. I enjoyed the company of friends I hadn't seen in awhile, and ended the week with a fabulous birthday in Columbus. I started it by driving back from Dayton, where I had been for a few days ( Read more... )

So it has been awhile since I've updated, but I am sick of writing my paper, and therefore taking a break. So I have no idea how I developed these weird study habits of mine. Any OU friends can stop reading now, because I am sure you are sick of hearing about this. But honestly, it just baffles me. I have these weird rhythm of going to bed ( Read more... )

Just to let y'all know, this journal does not give a very accurate picture of my life. I seem to only write in it when I am feeling drastically one way or another, and my life is usually pretty mellow. So, on that note, I am feel drastically many ways today ( Read more... )

and this looks cool. Please do it! Thanks!

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It snowing and beauuuuuuutiful. There is something so magical about snow falling. It just seems crazy for these fat flakes to be falling from a frozen sky. This my first snow fall of the year, and somehow, snow just makes my worries melt away. It's odd, seeing as snow is cold, but melting certainly occurs. We have lost our touch with nature in ( Read more... )

Grace, if you still read this, I both love you and blame you for introducing me to the office. I have become beyond obsessed. It is no longer healthy.

I never thought I'd be this person, but to be honest, I want out of here. Don't get me wrong, I love it here, but I know it already. I want to be out exploring the world again. I just want to up and move somewhere. No not move, just go. I want to be constantly on the move, seeing new wondrous things, learning new cultures, and using at least a ( Read more... )