It's been almost 6 years ever since the first time i ever watched the show House MD... 4 years ever since i officially became obsessed with it (thank you magnificent 3x18 Airborne, you were my demise). But it really was 6 years ago when the first interactions between House and his lady boss caught my eye... It was on that November night when i first said to myself: "Look at those two. WOAZ!" And that's how i fell in love with Hugh Laurie and Lisa Edelstein. Simple as that. By watching them simply talk in a scene of a medical show that if it weren't for boredom, i would have never watched.
And I can't believe how all this time passed. Excellent episodes, storylines that had me hold my breath, and in each and every episode, apart from Hugh's performance, Lisa's brilliance was shining, even if she simply was in one scene. That was what it used to be up until late 2009 at least..... Because then, that's when the downfall started....
I should have known it would come down to this. I should have known better to not invest myself emotionally on fictional characters, on a tv show, on a human story that doesn't exist and most of all, on real people that i know i will never get to meet. Lisa Edelstein for me was a real role model. A woman i admired and loved so much that i can't even start to describe. And i still do! I watched her on that show for so long and every time she gave me more reasons to be amazed. She blew me away with her work! And quickly, i was smart enough to realize how important she was for House's story and for this show.
Apparently, though, people only think in terms of money. There are limits you are never supposed to cross, because when you do, you sign your own death contract. David-fucking-Shore crossed his first line when he broke up House and Cuddy 2 months ago. I think it became more than obvious how the show went downhill after that unfair ending to a what could have been epic TV relationship. And now this???
I was expecting to hear the WORST news about next week's finale. I quit watching the show after BS, but that doesn't mean i don't care. Unfortunately, i can't stop caring for sth i loved so much, sth that changed me as a human being, that gave me prospective and taught me so many things. But what i heard tonight was... GOD!!!!
When i said "go with the unexpected for once" i didn't mean that!!!!!!!!!!!! I didn't mean that Lisa should leave! That's like... Mulder without Scully. Ross without Rachel. Chandler without Monica. Noah without Allie... it's... HOUSE WITHOUT CUDDY???? THAT TERM DOESN'T EXIST!!!! IT JUST DOESN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why when RSL came out and threatened to leave did they give him everything he asked for, and instead, when the PCA WINNER, the ONLY ONE WHO CARED ENOUGH TO PROMOTE THIS SHITTY SHOW FOR A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR, THE FUCKING LEADING LADY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD asked for the same thing, they just throw her out like that???
WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING TPTB BASTARDS GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THIS SHOW AND THE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT IT?? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO THINK ONLY OF YOUR ASS AND HOW TO SAVE MONEY, WHEN A TALENTED PERSON WHO HAS WORKED FOR YOU SO HARD TRIES TO CLAIM WHAT'S RIGHTFULLY HERS???
I never wished for anyone's harm. I was always a good person, i think, and i always found the strength to forgive. But this was THE FINAL STRAW IN AN ALREADY BROKEN GLASS!!!!
NBCU, FOX AND TPTB, I SINCERELY HOPE YOU SUFFER THE SAME WAY ALL OF US HAVE IN THE LAST MONTHS, IN THE WHOLE S6 TILL THAT FINALE THAT GAVE US HOPE AND IN THIS HURTFUL NIGHT THAT SHOULD AT LEAST HAVE BEEN A BITTERSWEET ANNIVERSARY OF THE ONE GOOD EPISODE IN 2 YEARS!!! YOU ALL DESERVE THE WORST FOR CAUSING SO MUCH PAIN IN THE SOULS OF THE 80.000.000+ PEOPLE WHO WATCH YOUR SHOW WORLDWIDE.
I will support Lisa Edelstein, no matter what her next projects will be, but i will never agree with what happened. This time, there are no 5 stages of grief. There is only one: ANGER! RAGE!!!
House MD will remain in the history of TV as "the show that could have been". The show that could have conquered epicness for more than 8 years, the show that could have created the greatest love story the world ever saw, the show that could have people wanting more and more of it for ages, the show that could have everyone talking. I find it unfair that it has made me want to see it thrown in the trush, burnt down in flames, wishing that it never existed in my life!!!!!!
SHAME ON YOU FOX! SHAME ON YOU NCBU!!!!! SHAME ON YOU TPTB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the worst of all... where was Hugh when all of this took place??? Why didn't he do anything to keep her? That's how much he values her? What kind of an executive projucer and leading man leaves his co-star, the woman who he says that he shared great emotional situations with, go away like that? WHY DIDN'T HE DO ANYTHING, WHY????
Lisa... I love you, i want you to know that.. As mad as Cuddy may have made me these last 2 years, she will never stop being the one tv character who made me say "that's how all women should be acting like", the only one who i respected that much and loved... I hope that you'll remember your 2nd part in this show, as our Huddy queen and return in the end of this nightmare so that House and Cuddy will both be redeemed... together again, once and for all...
i'm sure i'll need to edit later... so much more to say, but words just can't come out while i'm crying my eyes out...