Dearest Ajay,

[hufakatiechan]

I love you so very much. Everyone always looks for that one special someone and not everyone can find them. Everyone finds that one special someone and can't have them. I have found my one special someone and I promise to always remain faithful, as long as you do the same. Everytime I say I love you,I mean it 100 times more than i did before, and

Comments

[lodancer]

Wow... I feel the same way. Only with Toni of course. Isn't being in love great? Greatest feeling in the world and we got it! WOOT!!!

[hufakatiechan]

Love.. is the craziest emotion i've ever felt. I mean.. I've loved people before, but with Ajay.. I'm so completely in love, that I fall asleep and I know that he's either dreaming of me in his arms, or thinking it, and I feel like I'm there. When I see him, nothing else matters, and when I talk to him, my mind takes off. But the second I'm not with him, I'm sad, and I want to be back with him. I love him so much, and I can't wait to be with him again.. and forever.

[lodancer]

wow... nice to know someone feels the same as me. I love Toni more than I've ever loved anything and this is all new to me. It's crazy how happy he can make me even when I'm just thinking about him. How we fell in love after only 3 days of being together I have no idea but no arguements here! <333

[hufakatiechan]

I do and don't know how I fell in love. I know I fell in love with him cause it was destiny, but I don't know how destiny works. I never want to leave him, and the only thing that scares me, is the thought of losing him, in any way, shape or form

[karyiann]

Aww.. that's so sweet Kate!! I used to have a saying I'd say..

"I love you today, more than I did tomorrow, but only a fraction of what I will tomorrow"

hmm.. well something like that.. Love is a wonderful and incredible emotion, it makes you crazy and makes you feel like you're floating on air. That's how I feel with Karl. When I am with him and in his arms I feel safe and protected. When he's gone for the weekend I feel incomplete, like something is missing. When he comes back home I feel complete and whole, like that piece has been placed back into me. He is my best friend and my soul mate.

I sincerely wish you the very best with this relationship, sweetie. I hope you get everything you want from it, and then some. *hugs*

[hufakatiechan]

*huggles Kary* I hope that everything in my relationship with ajay.. will be more than I can hope for... thanks for listening to me, Kary, and sharing.

Reply #1

[caucarican]

Day 1. Its hard already....I hate being unable to talk to you at night, I want to speak with you, to hear your voice and hear 'Oh dear' and actually hear you blush a little. I miss you so much and I'll be posting at about this time. I was showing you off to all my friends, and like, my girl friend asked me how long we had been dating and I said proudly a month and 4 days. Then she asked me how it was going and I said 'You know what, I don't need another girlfriend after her.' She kinda blushed and went 'aww' then I blushed. I love you wtih all my heart and I don't need another girl ever. HHN is off for now and I had to pay double the price, I now owe my mom 20 bucks. If I have good behavior my dad may let me go to HHN with you, and I hope it works cuz I'm fucking paying for them. After last night I framed the 2 best pictures during homecoming (I got them when I was texting you). I put them by my bed so when I wake up I see us and am reminded of what I'm doing all this hard work for. I liove you and class just ended so I must go to

Re: Reply #1

[hufakatiechan]

I love you too ajay and I'm so happy I can hear from you! I checked my phone every five seconds today.. I knew I wouldn't get a hold of you.. but I couldn't help it. I miss you, but instead of counting up.. lets count down, only 13 days left! (.. unless my math is way off ^^; heh) i'm thinking of you every second, and i'm hard at work on your surprise! ... i asked a few of my guy friends to help me think of something that'll make you cry.. ^^; their reply was to kick ya in the balls.. i'm thinking thats not what i'm going for XD Lol. But I spent most of my classes (cept 2nd) sitting at my desk working, paying half attentionI love you so much, and .. there will be no boyfriend for me after you.. and i hope theres never a time thats after you. Oh, and Becca says she'll go to your parents on her knees and beg them for you to go... cause she know I won't go without you, even if I could get the ticket from you. Oh, and my friend Chelsea and I were talking about you, well, you and me, and she says we're one of the cutest things she's ever

Reply #2

[caucarican]

Guess what? I miss you.... Its not fair I see all these couples walking down the halls holding the hand of their loverperson, I see couples making out against lockers and then I remember the pictures sitting by my bed...The one where you are laying on my shoulder while we dance and the one where we posed for the pic while slow dancing. I feel kinda sad but then I feel happy because I know there is a reason why I'm working so hard in school. In fact thanks to you, I'm talking to Lindsay again. Yeah that Lindsay, my ex. She and I are friends now and I want to help her through her drug and drinking problems. She wants the help but she is too afraid to ask for it. But thats a converstation for a less hectic week. I love you with all of my heart and you are constantly on my mind. And unlike my previous relationships, I actually mean it this time. All the things I have said are completely true, not half lies and all that stuff. My dad makes me out to be a horrible kid and a lier, but I'm just like that when it comes to school and them....

Re: Reply #2

[hufakatiechan]

No, its not only day 2, its already day 12 ^_^ Be optimistic sweety, time goes faster when you're counting down. We're looking forward for you to be off groundation, not dreading it. I love you so much, I mean.. I know you don't really believe in God.. but you're in my prayers every night and in my thoughts during the moment of silence at school. I just, I want you to make things better for yourself, cause as long as things are good for you, things are good for us. I mean.. I can give up seeing you sometimes if you're doing homework, if that means I'll get to see you later, or talk on the phone. and sweety, everything i tell you is true (except i hate you, but you know what I mean) I love you and I await seeing you again, and talking to you on the phone. I love you ajay. Mi amor, my one and only.

[hufakatiechan]

Hey Sweety, 11 days left! I miss you a ton and I hope I can hear from you soon. You're surpise is coming along, slowly but surely. I'll be babysitting tonight when your mom comes over, most likely, so I probably won't be online.. or home (whether you go with her, or stay home.. unless you're going to your dads) I love you, so much, more and more each day. Te quiero, por siempre, Te quiero, con mi corazon, Te quiero, mi amor.

[hufakatiechan]

Hey sweety! I know you can't read this right now, and you probably can't til tomorrow. But anywho, I was reading the tickets for HHN.. and they say we need the credit card they were purchased with, along w/ photo ids.. that frightens me. I hope not. I'll try calling tomorrow, I think, and figure out whats going on. I hope you're keeping things up and happy. I love you. By the time you read this we'll only have 10 days left! i think.. unless my math is way off ^^; well... no, i'm right.. I think. OH well, I love you! Can't wait to talk to you! *smothers in love*

Ugh...

[caucarican]

I give up. I can't take my fucking mother anymore, she is driving me crazy. I'm going to go home and skip the pep rally and do my homework. I will try to bring up the Holloween Horror Nights thing but I'm pretty sure that my dad will be all like 'Nope you got work you gotta do over here' . And when he says that, I'm going to see if I can move in with him. I am sick of my mom I want to do very cruel things to her.... I'm like to the break of tears, the bad ones, and everyone is like 'wtf' G2g. Bye

Re: Ugh...

[hufakatiechan]

ajay, you can't do that to me! please, PLEASE don't move in with your dad, then I'll NEVER see you, its hell enough not seeing you for two weeks. If you go up there it'll be longer than ever. Please don't go up there. I mean, you have your school here and me, and I'm sure that your mom isn't always this bad. I love you so much, I don't think I can live without you, literally. What did your mom do, sweety? I mean.. I'm sure it can't be that bad. Please... please don't move away from me.