everyone is entitled to making a stupid mistake once.
but when you make it over, and over, and over
that's just foolishness.
sadly, i think that's my forte.

carolyn, i'm sorry i couldn't come to your show, but i bet you did amazing!!!

i've never been brought as much joy in my soul as when i see my father smile and truly be happy.
my uncle just recently graduated from rehab after a really tough, really long struggle with drugs and breaking the hearts of his 3 children
as his older brother, my dad took it really hard, and it was difficult for me because i knew he didn't want to show ( Read more... )

say my love, i came to you with best intentions

this spring break has been insanely good, for most terms.
i mean, my voice did go away and i sounded like a crackhead man for a while, but it's all good.

you quench my mind and say
celebrate we will, cause life is short but sweet for certain, hey
we climb on two by two
to be sure these days continue

just ( Read more... )

once you experience greatness, you'll never be content with mediocrity

we graduate in 62 daysssssss.
this is my very last normal week of high school.. and unfortunately, i'm not even sad about it.
and next week is spring break, which i'll be spending with my favorite people in the world.
and tonight i'm going to see 56 Hope Road with lindzow and ( Read more... )

i am going to college ( Read more... )

i have a lot to say.
but i have no idea how to go about saying it.

the days are getting longer and the nights are getting shorter.
i know this because i can feel it in my bones.
goodness gracious, life really does come at you fast.
ya knowwww?

a quick run-down:
tyler quit OTB this morning. :(
josh got hired at OTB yesterday. :D
i got a really cute brown bikini today. :D
adrian is quickly becoming one of my favorite people. :D
i just bought the queen greatest hits album today. :D
... and i'm obsessed with it. :D :D :D
i'm going to buy killer queen tomorrow. :D
i am in. :D
according to josh and my ( Read more... )

i am not mature enough for this.
i try to keep a straight face and act like i'm not terrified.
BUT GOOD GOD.

i hope josh gets the job.

i want to stab myself
and die a slow painful death.
because of zende.
because of being sick.
... and because of other reasons.