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[hug_a_tree]

If I had made a different choice in October, I would be seven months pregnant right now.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't regret that decision.

Comments

[chibi_pixie]

*hug* Do you want to talk about why you regret it? Sometimes a bad decision is still the best one. I'm here and I'm always reading even if I don't say much.

[graveyardcharm]

if I know how to do anything it's how to hate myself over a decision I know ultimately was the right thing to do. it's not the time. you'd never want to put somebody through the bullshit that is Kentucky, much less your own flesh and blood. this is not the last time you'll find somebody who loves you for you and this was surely not your only opportunity in life to have a family, in fact it would've been fucked up to both you and the bb to keep sticking it out for some bullshit in Kentucky with your mom (ughhhhhhhh) and some faggot. you have a long life of living in California making music and kickin it with homies from Utah ahead of you, and like we accept that some things are meant to happen in life sometimes we also have to accept that some things aren't, and that sometimes it's better that way. doesn't make it any easier but you shouldn't beat yourself up over having done the right thing.

[hug_a_tree]

Heh, wow. You actually made me feel better, which you know is not an easy feat. Thanks.