You will be the death of me.

I haven't updated here in a while. I'll tell you why ( Read more... )

My computer caught fire ( Read more... )

So I just heard back from godsgirls. They denied me, but I knew that was going to happen. Annaliese suggested getting a membership and checking out the forum a bit. I think the main reason I was denied this time was it was just a really sloppy application that I threw together on a whim in the middle of the night haha ( Read more... )

So I haven't heard back from godsgirls yet and it's making me a little nuts. I hear they deny everyone a zillion times before letting you through. So this is going to be a very, very, very long process ( Read more... )

I applied for godsgirls.com.

Now I get to nervously watch my email until I hear back.

Wish me luck everyoneeeee.

it happened again. it's happened every single day since I've been back, and I can't fucking do it anymore.

I don't know why I was foolish enough to believe that I would honestly have a shot at being happy, either with someone or by myself.

I should have known better.

I miss him so fucking much.

I knew it wouldn't work ( Read more... )

I have some new pictures scattered about my myspace and some new videos over at the youtube. Check them out ( Read more... )