i need to become skinny and skinnier and skinnest.. by tomorrow..

now: someone tell me im beautiful, please.

heh.

its been long enough ( Read more... )

oh these past few days have been the hardest of my life.. i dont know what i would do without jayk.. i just miss him, i cant bare too handle this anymore.. the pain, and sadness... i just want too hug him and hold him, and love him, and have him be all mine... this is such torture.. please please, come back. i cant breath without you ( Read more... )

i still need to get hot....
what is taking so long?
gah!

things are good. so good.
nyc.. best trip ever.
my little bunny bear. oh:)

being inlove is better then ice cream..

oh, and i LOVE ice cream.

mmm. jacob.. my little ice cream cone..
hah. im a loser.

uh?

my life is boring..
every week keeps repeating itself..
over and over.

im excited for the warm weather..
fun things can happen.
the zoo!! parks! frizbee!! swings!
walks! picnics! bbqs!
so good!

im a kid.
what can i say?

i need to get hot.
mm. that would be awesome.

NYC!! 10 days!

valentines day is offically over, well, on this side of the world.. blayn just informed me. :)
i miss that boy..
my dad bought me a bouquet of flowers.. awe.
<3 daddy. my hero.. hehe

joe bought me roses.
<3 hes funny ( Read more... )

i have to work on some of my crazy, psychotic issues....
oh boy... this is going to be tough.
im a moron.

i wish i had something cool too write about.
i wish i have some close friends and such.
i miss jodi, i wish we hung out all the time.

i have too take my exam on monday, and im getting nervous. :/
im trying too post new pics up in my space.. but its not working.. :/
today is blah.. i hope i dont miss the OC tonight. :/
ohh.. OC.. :)

bath time.

i was reading through old journals.. and came across this.. and it makes me really sad ( Read more... )