am i a fool for waiting this long,
i guess my feelings for you are just that strong.
its hard knowing that what i want wont happen and seems fake,
and i guess i should give up on you for my own sake.
just thinking of you gets me down and blue,
but you dont even know my secret crush,
i dont think you have a clue.

<3

La- La- La

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School today wasn't all that bad, and i really don't have that much work to make up. I was soo happy about that, because I thought I was going to have tons..and it's really next to nothing for being out three days. I just have to stay after tomorrow, wednesday, and thursday for tests/labs..no biggie ( Read more... )

Okay, so incase you didnt notice i was not in school wednesday, thursday, and friday due to health issues. Go to school? Heh, I barely made it out of bed everyday..only to get dinner basically. I must say not only was the family worried, but I was too. I'm ususally never sick and this time it got pretty bad. Not only did i have a slight form of ( Read more... )

yeh i know, i haven't updated in awhile..maybe later when i feel like it.

Today just plain out sucked. I felt like shit all day. I just wanted to go home, but I knew nobody was home to come get me. Oh well. I came home and slept for 4 hours, got up, and still felt like shit. My mom was arguing with me to stay home tomorrow, but I really can't. I know I should, and I want to, but just can't. Whatever ( Read more... )

school was school. the fire alarm went off for no reason, so we stood outside. fun ( Read more... )

hmm my weekend ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like ur effin useless?
like no matter what you do, it just wont matter.
yeah well thats how i feel. and i hate it.

somebody tell me that everything will be okay.

"ill try and stay strong, stand strong, be strong"

ugh. i have to go to work..and i dont wanna go. BLAHH!