im not going to get my hopes up and tell myself things are better or are going to 100% work out for me and jose but things seem to be on a better track, heading where, i dont know. in the morning he left for work and things were a little shaky but for some reason he came home from work smiling and happy with food for me to eat. im not going to ( Read more... )

for those of you who read my other LJ, know about the divorce. he wont look @ me, talk to me, get changed in front of me or sleep facing me. but while he is sleeping, he will hold me like he wants to but when i ask him about it, he says he is sleeping and doesnt realize it. well last night, i went to lay down in bed and he lifted my chin and ( Read more... )

there isnt much to say today. i told you guys that he bought me the book to my favorite movie. well last night after he went food shopping, he came home with an adorable teddy bear for me as a belated valentines day gift. he is adorable!!! jose is working right now and im about to start cleaning up the house. we have been getting along better which ( Read more... )

hey everyone! ::waves:: i hope everyone is doing well ( Read more... )

my husband and i arent talking from back when i posted the "SEX" entry. he is being horrible to me and all i can do is cry. 2 days ago, i was watching tv in the living room since i cant watch it in the bedroom (i lost my glasses so i wouldnt be able to see). well he came home, sat at the computer (same room as the tv) and started blasting music and ( Read more... )

lately ive been feeling like my husband wants just sex from me. he comes home from work and goes on the computer to play games and talk to his friends yet he barely talks to me. when he sees im outside in the back smoking a cigarette, he will go out front. he then goes to bed and text's me to go in there and i dont know if its just me or not but i ( Read more... )

i dont know who watches the news but on friday morning, my in-laws (jose's parents) house was up in flames. everything they owned or ever held onto was gone. they said it was an elecrical problem in the floorboards between the 1st and 2nd floor. the roof and entire 2nd floor is all burned. the 1st floor has all the water and smoke damage. here is ( Read more... )