Comments | hulk_stir: im willing to explode and thats alright.

hulk_stir

im willing to explode and thats alright.

Sep 18, 2006 15:19

i cut all of my hair off. i dont hate it. i dont really feel anything toward it. its hair. it always grows back. (( hair grows even after were dead ( Read more... )

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laced_seduction September 19 2006, 00:10:17 UTC

dooodz, i want to go to six flags with chu.

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anonymous September 19 2006, 13:23:45 UTC

you are the cutest thing evar. ily! i've kind of been doing the same thing, listening to really old bad music i havent in like a billion years just to bring up memories. i feel so old, and my last.fm is poisoned. :[

_shine_brighter September 20 2006, 21:00:12 UTC

I'm trying my best. I really am.

but this pain is not going away.

I try to distract myself, sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't.

I'm trying to reconsile myself to the fact that I've lost a huge chunk of my life... 1 year and 9 months of living... moving in a certain direction, planning things... like my yellow kitchen with sunflower curtains.

My heart won't let me let go...

it just keeps "screaming" for me to never let go ... that it can't and won't.

I can't argue with my heart.

you know?