i have no idea whats happening. 
i dont think i even think anymore.  
i dont think thats possible though..
WHAT AM I DOING.

i'mnervous. 
:[

im pretty sure im not going to apply to any art schools right now. 
i need a year off. plus im not even sure if i want to go to art school.
im thinking of maybe making music.
but either way i still want to persue photography.
ive put up some new photos. afew are kinda cool.
( http://flickr.com/photos/54577111@N00 )

i need to drive across the country and ( Read more... )

just feel. and be.

chelsea and i are just too perfect. im so glad ive met her. were like a fucking movie friendship. like the adorable indie girls that are just so cute together its disgusting but youre also jealous. (or maybe were like dot and helen from gummo) just sitting in diners, eating pancakes, smoking and talking bad about people and world ( Read more... )

why can't you just, be?

its days like today that make me realize life is alright
no matter whats happening in my head right now or from here on out.

meaghan and i rode the bus and lightrail down to soundgarden.
walked around the corner of broadway to find REGINA SPEKTOR. just fucking standing there.

i couldnt do anything but offer my biggest smile.
and she smiled

bought some new guitar strings. guess ill pick back up.

If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad.
Just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal to see what other people remember about you.

prepare for another one of my changes. this is how i dealwiht myproblems ( Read more... )

this is how it works ( Read more... )

i had a wonderful birthday. with birthday pancakes. daniel johnston, james douglas judy, and exploding heads.

i wonder how much things will change from here. now that im an "adult"

dropped his last dime in a wishing well ( Read more... )