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This can't be it
I've been told that I post a lot of angst on this journal -- I've probably talked about this before -- and I wasn't sure if I did, because I merely write what I feel and what I feel and think, I write. So I looked up angst on Google and the Urban Dictionary came up with pretty interesting, and hilarious results.
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On priorities
Sometimes, you don't know what to do anymore.
There are too many things. They pile up; much like the cascades of clothes strewn around your apartment, which you do not have enough time to clean, too much like the books that you have to read, the photocopies of selections, and the downloaded files of alas, more readings.
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Falling slowly
I need a break. I'm too busy. But if being busy meant falling like this, I wouldn't want to be not busy, if you know what I mean ( Read more... ) -
Here it goes
It is the first day of August. I will be turning seventeen in thirteen days. Thirteen days.
I never thought I'd be so scared of growing up. Will it make a difference? Will I experience an epiphany about why life is and what I can do about it?
I don't know what to do... because right now, I'm just taking it all in - just like I have always been.
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An open letter.
Dear you ( Read more... ) -
I wrote you something
It's called confusion
I'm something
to you
but
I'm not
what I want
me
to be
I'm someone
to you
but
it's someone
else with whom
you want
to be -
(Be)longing
"I like you."
Telling people that I like them - that seems to be an apparent theme in my first few weeks of college life. Before you judge me for being desperate and lest you think I throw myself at their feet, pause for a few seconds and consider other options. I've learned that you shouldn't always go for the obvious.
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Take me or leave me
June 21st, Nine AM, Greenwich Mean Time (+8). From here on in, I shoot without a script. See if anything good comes of it. Instead of my old shit ( Read more... ) -
Wow, I'm so over you
Hindi ko alam
Iniisip mo, kung ano... sino
Ang tahimik mo kasi
Hindi ka masalita
'Di kagaya ko
Medyo kulang sa gawa
At hindi sigurado
Kung ano ang tama
Pero ikaw
Hindi ka mali
Sa gusto mo
Sa kinalaunan, sana ako
Kasi ako
Hindi sigurado
Kung gusto kita
Malabo, nakakatawa
Nakakainis dahil minsan
'Di tayo nagkakaintindihan
Gusto ko sana, kaya lang
Nakakapagod umasa
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