... that I haven't wanted to go into work. I think it is a good sign though. Work is one of the few places I feel super comfortable at, and I am pretty sure that me not wanting to be there is great because I am finally starting to escape some of my fears. Oh well, I'm looking too deep into it. My leg was hurt yesterday so I picked up the slack ( Read more... )

I talked with my coach today at work during the evacuation drill we have once a year. He would like me to buy some spikes and shave my legs by March. How cool is that? I've wanted an excuse to buy track spikes recently and I finally have one! I saw some pink ones, but they didn't have any in my size, because they are women's shoes. BLAH! Meck ( Read more... )

I am working this weekend. It is going to be ok. I might miss the superbowl. This is stuff that my dad REALLY needs done. And when it comes to welding, on the weekend, I am the cheapest option. I am not as cheap as my dad would like though, so that is fun, because I am a lot cheaper than I deserve. Should be "dawn til' dusk" shifts both ( Read more... )

I am super excited about this weekend. I get to do some work on my truck, HOORAY! Friday I need to go pay a ticket I have been putting off. I also haven't done laundry in a LONG LONG time, so I get to do that too. I'm not supposed to drink this month by order of my coach. YES my coach! I have a coach! How cool is that? I'm paying someone to ( Read more... )

I had a grand time last night. Didn't feel much like dancing. Some Real World show or something turned a crappy bar into an even worse one ( Read more... )

This weekend I tried to explain to someone how fantastic and wonderful life is. Everyday is better than the previous one. Oh well. I kind of failed, but then again, I didn't really care that much. People are just too cynical it seems. Noone seems to be thankful enough just for life. I've got no extreme blessings. I am alive, and that should ( Read more... )

Well the is finally another picture where I am making a funny face. There is good news and bad news. Good news, I have a picture to put in my livejournal. Bad news, I have no clue how to resize the picture and any of that shit. Anyone want to help? Please? I'll let you look at a picture of me.

As I was walking back from the park. I was dressed in my tiny clothes and I got honked at while playing "dont step in the lava", shutup, everyone plays this game. I get honked at as a car goes driving by, so I wave. Car busts a U-turn, rolls down the window, takes a picture. I then start posing, and one of the high school chicks yells out "You' ( Read more... )

So I pretty much got picked on for the hat I was wearing, and the shirt. Had a lot of scowls, and some people actually mentioned it. That is a-ok, because it was mostly by strangers, and clearly people I did not want to be my friends. Oh, another shitty thing about this party, it was at a friends house. I was letting this friend use my tap for ( Read more... )

I really enjoy the feeling of a woman rubbing my arm. Especially when she is SMOKING hot. Feels so nice.