well.what is the point?hmm?

i feel like shit today.its going to be a horrible day.why am i not like those other girls?im sorry im not a beautiful blonde chick with big boobs,please forgive me nick.well fuck you.alright.because this is shit.whats the fuckign point.there isnt one.thanks.im here till thursday

well.today,is the 3 month anniversary,or wouldve been for that matter.but,im not upset.in case no one understands,nick broke up with me.i know its another one of those 'boo-hoo' stories that you dont want to hear,and if thats the case,stop reading right about now ( Read more... )

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well today im at work with my mom.i am bored.i talked to nick.we are happy campers.today might as well be a given.i think i deserve to be happy for once..until later this afternoon *shakes fist*.i took some quizzes..take a look-see!


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im freezing.my fingers are cold and so is my inner core.it feels like i swallowed my heart.i dont feel depressed,i feel worse than that.i know what goes on,im not stupid ( Read more... )

this picture thing is oh so fun.im going to show you some pictures i like.i have tons.if you want more.tell me.its simple now and i have 200 more pictures so heres my favourites.

My little brother.what a stud

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good afternoon.just got back from the doctors.i have some sort of virus.i cant pee,my throat hurts,and my bones feel like play dough.i got some anti-biotics to go along with those nice remeron pills...i finally got the semi pictures working.check em out:

Me and Becca

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ok well.im following the crowd.i wanna do one of these things BUT im gunna do mine a bit different because i want to include more people.so pick a name and and try and see if you know which description it goes with ( Read more... )

well im home from school a tad bit early.im sick:( i have a cold and i have my period and it sucks the big one let me tell you.i had a nice day though.i was standing in the hallway and a girl i barely know comes up and says "you know what?you are exceptionally beautiful!you look soooo amazing!" and i had like a stuttered laugh and i said "uh..i do? ( Read more... )

These tears stab my cheeks
like a homicidal maniac slaughtering his victim
flesh dividing
blood spurring
tears burning
wrists leaking
lives ending
oh the noose around my lifeless neck.
what a beautiful day.
i love you too.

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positive note:can do something.not too late.good mood.mom doesnt have to know.good news good news good news!