You know, the super-model, cultured, and seemingly perfect girls are too over-rated. Clearly he wants you, so trust him. But I totally ampathize about the self-doubt thing. I hope you feel better once you see him!
i kinda find this funny...
anonymous
August 18 2004, 00:47:21 UTC
You have "fallen in love" so many times. Cole, Sam me, steve or whatever, the dude before me. And each one you "Wanted to spend the rest of your life with". I just find that funny...Don't mind me, delete this comment, but remember: You wanted to marry me and visit me even when you knew Morizt. Have a nice life even though I'm a complete bastardo and not worth your time (one reason I kept pushing you away. Later.
Re: i kinda find this funny...humanmongrelAugust 18 2004, 22:51:35 UTC
i didnt want to spend the rest of my life with you sam. nor did i want to spend the rest of my life with steve.
key word want. you and i had so much friction the static electricity kept pulling us together. i did say i thought we were eventually going to end up married and together forever but it was only because of that aformentioned inability of us to drag ourselves away from each other.
i liked steve, and coles a story all unto himself. but you are wrong on a few things, as usual. you have always liked to warp my words to make me seem as though i was an inhuman bitch out to get you and anyone else i could on the way. and, granted, there have been times when you didnt have to try very hard.
i did, and still do, want to visit you if you move. you are my friend and i care for you, as i always have and always will; even if you try to not care for me at all.
at least you still read my journal. maybe you care a little more than you let on.
Re: i kinda find this funny...
anonymous
August 19 2004, 04:09:53 UTC
ehh, I'm always wrong and whatnot. I'll admit it. Could have sworn what I said was true, but whatever, no skin off my back. And sorry to burst your bubble, I don't really read your journal, I ran accross it one day and said "hey I'll post something". Now I'm just checking to see if anyone posted (being you), and I probly wont come back on here unless I'm extremly bored (happens more than you would think). I think one reason I kept pushing you away was cause you always seem so sure of yourself. And whatever other faggot reads this can keep his thoughts to themself. We have a lot in common, our lifes always seem like they are falling apart, you have been kicked out, and so have I, to most people they are like "so what", but having the foundation of your life shattered like that is crazy. Right now I'm just babbling, cause im tired, and it's only 9:09. Give me a jingle or something. Glad to know you knew who it was.
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-Jackie
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this was one of those days.
xoxox
angela
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Cole, Sam me, steve or whatever, the dude before me.
And each one you "Wanted to spend the rest of your life with".
I just find that funny...Don't mind me, delete this comment, but remember: You wanted to marry me and visit me even when you knew Morizt.
Have a nice life even though I'm a complete bastardo and not worth your time (one reason I kept pushing you away.
Later.
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key word want. you and i had so much friction the static electricity kept pulling us together. i did say i thought we were eventually going to end up married and together forever but it was only because of that aformentioned inability of us to drag ourselves away from each other.
i liked steve, and coles a story all unto himself. but you are wrong on a few things, as usual. you have always liked to warp my words to make me seem as though i was an inhuman bitch out to get you and anyone else i could on the way. and, granted, there have been times when you didnt have to try very hard.
i did, and still do, want to visit you if you move. you are my friend and i care for you, as i always have and always will; even if you try to not care for me at all.
at least you still read my journal. maybe you care a little more than you let on.
xoxox
angela
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Could have sworn what I said was true, but whatever, no skin off my back.
And sorry to burst your bubble, I don't really read your journal, I ran accross it one day and said "hey I'll post something". Now I'm just checking to see if anyone posted (being you), and I probly wont come back on here unless I'm extremly bored (happens more than you would think).
I think one reason I kept pushing you away was cause you always seem so sure of yourself. And whatever other faggot reads this can keep his thoughts to themself.
We have a lot in common, our lifes always seem like they are falling apart, you have been kicked out, and so have I, to most people they are like "so what", but having the foundation of your life shattered like that is crazy. Right now I'm just babbling, cause im tired, and it's only 9:09.
Give me a jingle or something.
Glad to know you knew who it was.
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