i went to sleep in the bahamas, woke up in flordia, then went to sleep in california.

i had fun, but it's nice to be back.

I'm so sick of everybody thinking they're so fucking deep by throwing around some cliche bullshit.

My chest is made of glass.

This week definitely wasn't the easiest. But when I think about it, so much good came from all of that bad, so i think it's okay. I got an A on my englush midterm and a B+ on my history midterm! I actually went to the beach with diana (twice) and one time I even got in the water. If you know me you know what that exactly means. The last time I went ( Read more... )

It's funny how often my best laid plans often go astray.

I sit here and think about how no one ever really knows how much time he or she has left until his or her final day.

And now I'm thinking:

Do we set aside our dreams for more stable days, or do we raise our finger to the "adult" way and live the lives we want?

Well it's finally here.

I have two weeks to pack and move to a tiny apartment that we will live in for 6 weeks until our house is done being built.

I feel the way I felt when I graduateed high school. I want to cry but it feels so stupid.

I thought i was ready for this.

I've come to find that there is no greater pleasure than laying in bed all day with her, talking about everything and nothing.

And then getting shat on four times.

the problem with me i that i get these violent mood swings. like my brain wants to open the "be sad" faucet, but in the process he breaks open the main and it all comes gushing in at an uncontrollable rate. i am so flabbergasted at the feeling that i have no idea how to fix it so i treat the people i love like shit.

i am sorry.

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i fell in love with life.