dads been really sick. pretty much ever since he had the surgery. gastric bypass three years ago with me. i don't really want to get into it. the ones that know, know. he is dying. his organs are failing him. i know he won't last much longer. he's on a ventilator, and iv feeding tube and everything that they can stick down his throat. i went to ( Read more... )

WHY CANNOT I SLEEEP! I'm not even making sense anymore. Ha. I'm so freaking tired I can barely stand it. I don't know what's going on. I don't know if it's apprehension about going back to work in a week, or it being that I'm still sore. Or if it's an entirely different issue. In the sleepless hours of the wee morning, I cleaned my room up, which ( Read more... )

So, a week before I go back to work. I don't really want to go back, but oh well. Brings me closer to October, which brings me closer to going to see my Jillian! YAY! Not much has been going on. I saw the doctor Thursday, she said I was healing beautifully, but having pain is still really normal. That made me feel better. Uhh I got a new tattoo ( Read more... )

So, my dear children, tonight was the lovely Foo Fighters acoustic show. Allison came down and we were off to Berkeley. We got there and walked around for a bit. I was tired before we left, because I have zero fucking energy. So I was really winded and wiped out by the time we got to the venue. We were in the last possible row you could be in. The ( Read more... )

I won't spoil it for anyone I will just say this, and you will know EXACTLY what I mean when you have seen it. TOTAL MIND FUCK!!!! Great movie. I loved it. Johnny was amazing as per usual.

I just got tickets to the midnight showing of Pirates!!!!! WOOO! I know sitting there is gonna kill me, but I don't care. Captain Jack Sparrow, here I come!

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i feel really pueky and i have an upset stomach and i cant stop sweaitng. I need to go to the bathroom and it wont come maybe thats why whoknows. Im gonna go take a cold shower to calm me down. goondight all.

ps - al, sorry I freakerd you out a bit tonight, i freaked myself out too.

So this band we call Incubus is playing an Amnesty International show on April 29th in Portland, Oregon. It is an acoustic show. One night only from five men who said they weren't playing ANY shows this year. And guess who is going....MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Okay. So I couldn't sleep the night before the trip. I got maybe 10 minutes if that. I got to the airport and I was nervous. but the flight was very smooth. I got down to LA and Misty and Jill were a little late. We gave each other hugs and got into a cab. The driver was fucking insane. We got to the hotel and hung around for a bit. Misty wasn't ( Read more... )

So I was in the breakroom at lunch, minding my own business, eating my salad. I open cosmo up to start reading and (Patricia Lin Shu, you will VERY MUCH APPRICIATE THIS!)...


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