Comments | humped: a kiss with a fist is better than none

humped

a kiss with a fist is better than none

Jan 06, 2011 02:05

the year is off to a super amazing start! yeah right. while i do have a more optimistic attitude, i'm still just as stressed as i've ever been. i keep trying to find some motivation, something to drive me forward, and i keep coming up short. i know what needs to be done, to make me happy. i can't seem to translate that into action for myself ( Read more... )

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vor_asynjur January 6 2011, 13:40:04 UTC

First, love the song! I love Florence + the machine. And yeah, she is crazy!

As far as not being inspired to do what you know needs to be done, I think that has to start within you. I know I have tried to motivate you to do things and sometimes it works for a while and other times not at all. I think once you have made up your mind (I still think you are torn) then you will start down the path you want. And whenever that is, I will be here to support you! All the way :)

Love you!

vor_asynjur January 6 2011, 13:43:09 UTC

Also, I think I like the idea of song titles in the subject line. I may steal it :) Since you stole videos from me, it's only fair, right :P

humped January 6 2011, 13:54:54 UTC

uh yeah, fair is fair. :D and it's not always the titles, it's usually just a line in the song that means the most to me at the time. and yeah, i'm stubborn. no one can make me do something i don't want to do... well mostly no one. :\ you're right about me being torn, i definitely want to move forward with my plans, it's just that i don't do well with uncertainty, and at this point nothing seems certain. it's a little overwhelming! thank you for your support, and i love you too pumpkin

vor_asynjur January 6 2011, 15:09:56 UTC

I think part of it is uncertainty and part of it is confidence. You're afraid to fail so you just don't try. Everyone is afraid of that :) I think you are on the right track, at least you know what needs to be done and what you need to overcome to get there. A few more baby steps and you'll be ready! Hang in there! It can't rain all the time ;)

heartswhisper January 6 2011, 19:56:10 UTC

At least we can be thankful for getting up each day and knowing there is a new year before us :) That's what I keep trying to tell myself anyway.