between you and me, i'd be content alone in space, drifting happily. but it wouldn't be the same, because with every breath i'd take would be one i couldn't make. not because of the lack of oxygen, but because of the lack of you. from here on out, i'll tell the truth. i hope it doesn't shock you to find out that i'm scared to get close again. it's ( Read more... )

"I wear scarves and hoods 'cause it's the only poker face that I've got left. And everything I love about you is a mess. Smash the mirror and break the palm reader's hands, I want to be better than I am."

I really don't think it gets much better, haha. Such a good song. Goodnight!

i think the hospital is the only thing that can keep me in love with you. this is shock-fucking-therapy that's long overdue, but i hate feeling as fucked as i do. i'm not waiting up at night anymore. nothing is coming to me anymore. i'm getting out. i'll never get out. if the shoe fits, fuck it. it feels like my nose is bleeding but the nurse is ( Read more... )

we don't like anything along the lines of ex-lovers or broken teeth. no no, her sister doesn't live here, and no you can't come to her room. there's a place on your bed with my name on it but you scratched it out and covered it up for him. there's no doubt in my mind that one night could change everything for both of us. got this shit on repeat ( Read more... )

watching my steps and yours too. just to make sure none of us have anything to trip over. the sounds of last night are ringing in my ears but it's probably just the sleep medication. maybe i'm just the tear catcher. doing my best to turn it all around, but sometimes (always) i feel like i'll never make you as happy as you could be. and i hate how ( Read more... )

stop trying to save me, stop saying "it's not me," because it is. it always is. i've got my hopes up and down all over the place. you and uffie are all that get me through the hours i'm awake. we both know what gets me through the rest. we could kill it teamed up but it's all on you. been catching your lines and the look in your eyes but i'm ( Read more... )

i would set myself on fire for you.
i would come back to life for you.
i would let you drive my car.
i would give you all you need.
i would watch you run away.
but i wouldn't let you get far.

she's got a thing for long island choir boys, and the types that turn into liar boys. this jungle dub isn't helping me at all. been digging in my backyard for cavemen to try and impress you. it's too nice outside to be this blue. i want to be the boy in all those teen movies that wins you over and then messes up, but gets you back. but i'm stuck on ( Read more... )

kisses split between upper lips and anonymous tips. we keep it secret because we like it this way. i like the way you make promises even if you're just joking. i like how i always think i'm awake when you're sleeping and then my phone rings and the caller id points to you. reading my mind ten minutes in advance. maybe you'd like me better if i ( Read more... )

pick me up and put me down. i just want to be not alone with you. sleepovers under the moon because we can't go anywhere else, i could be your favourite boy for one night, and you don't even have to stay if you don't want to. i'm sorry for writing of this, and i'm sorry for putting this through your head, because it seems like you hate it. you left ( Read more... )