This is probably going to be a long one. I know some things I want to say. But, as these things usually go, once I start, I just let the words flow from my fingers
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Thanks. A lot. Sometimes, as you know... words just don't do justice... so don't even try. Thanks for the hugs (and the nods) :) I miss you and hope you're doing well.
I know I know. You don't need to kick your own ass though, honestly. How were you to know. And... I DID SAY IT in a joking way. I just... it was a weird time for me... wasn't sure how to act, what to say, how to explain, or what to expect. The good thing: I didn't crash on the way back. But I promise I will be more direct if I really need to be. Now that it's out in the open.
And yeah, reunion was good. You did good. You always do. :) *kisses*
I remember my first attacks when I was a teen. I had NO idea then what was wrong. so my knees and neck got a little weak when something was funny in a weird way, who cares? then it started to get worse and I remember the first time I actually fell. my friends all still thought it was a lame attempt at being funny but I was a little scared that I couldn't move. I had just turned 18 too and didn't have insurance. a couple months later when I hit my head on the *tile* table and then into the front of the stove when my best friend called me a "garden tool" and she was all " holy shit Tara, your not faking that are you
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Thanks for your reply. I really needed it. And welcome to my LJ. I assume you found me through keyword search or through one the LJ communities. I don't write nearly as often as I should, and definitely not nearly as often as I would like...
I'm currently on Provigil and Cylert. I take between 400 and 800 mg of Provigil each day and right now I'm taking about 75 mg of Cylert each day (down from 150-187.5 mg daily after some not so favorable liver function test results). This has been the best drug combo that has worked for me. I've been on Cylert since 1995 (before it was revealed that it was potentially dangerous) and Provigil since 1999
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And so... like so many things in life... I just got to learn to deal with it.
I'm just not exactly sure how... and I guess... that's where I'm at right now.
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And yeah, reunion was good. You did good. You always do. :) *kisses*
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I'm currently on Provigil and Cylert. I take between 400 and 800 mg of Provigil each day and right now I'm taking about 75 mg of Cylert each day (down from 150-187.5 mg daily after some not so favorable liver function test results). This has been the best drug combo that has worked for me. I've been on Cylert since 1995 (before it was revealed that it was potentially dangerous) and Provigil since 1999 ( ... )
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