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In a land far, far away, located in the valleys of the past
... once upon a time, I remember saying to myself, I will die before I turn 26. To live fast, and die young! Oh, what a rush that would be ( Read more... ) -
My wings were broken from the start, so I have decided to fix them.
I doubt my ability to Love because my parent's don't love each other. My father does not love my mother, and my mother is infatuated with my father ( Read more... ) -
Wander
A shadow, invisible in the light, I drift along in this life ( Read more... ) -
Chess consciousness
Names and places appear in my head. A feeling of necessity to obtain knowledge and understanding arises within me ( Read more... ) -
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And I listen to music to provide release... it's better than a razor blade. Or I listen to music to deny myself of destructive feelings... in an effort to quit dwelling on painful thoughts and regretful actions. Or sometimes I listen to music to forget the world, forget my problems, and to remember that I am alive and well, and that Love is all ( Read more... ) -
Second or third Recurrence, clearer picture
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Wake up, stay focused.
As I reflect upon the last year of my life, I notice that I had been relatively unproductive. I have been productive, yes, but I have also remained sedentary in the situation I am in, financially, and emotionally. I have let myself succumb to my yearning for human companionship, instead of staying focused on the real goals in my life, which are to ( Read more... ) -
Bloodletting
I feel these negative emotions as I wake up each morning now. I feel dissatisfaction. I feel alone, and unfulfilled. I make my happiness as the day passes, slowly but surely. It is an effort every day. But these feelings... am I running from them? Am I ignoring them? I want them to pass over me, and through me, and to leave me ( Read more... ) -
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distract me from pain. distract me from loss. This heart is wounded, and I don't know if the bleeding will stop ( Read more... )