I Feel Dead

[hunnybun523]

I have been unusually depressed lately. I get to the point of hysterics, cry for anywhere from 30 min to an hour and then I'm simply exhausted. I lose all motivation. Right now I am only typing on my livejournal so that I am accomplishig something. I've been sitting her for the past 15 minutes just looking at the keyboard, looking at the clock,

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[giraffeboi]

*hugs* Feel better hun...If you ever need to talk you know how to reach me.

[bloodykissez]

Clarissa

cont...

[bloodykissez]

I suggest that if you want to hear the other side, and possibly earn some insight into what your boyfriend has created, contact the mother. She would be more than willing to speak to you. She still wants JJ involved in his daughter's life, if he wants to be. She just wants what's best for her daughter. Any decent person would. Even if you don't care about her, or her child, at least learn the truth so that when you decide to hate her, it will be with cause.

missellajane

Also, I know what you're feeling in this post. I felt that way a lot lately. I realized that it was my fiance. I had been worrying about him and his children and his exes and put my own life on hold. It's a hard feeling. I hope you feel better. And find what gets you out of this muck.

Megan

hang in there

[anonymous]

I don't know how you feel, because I'm not you. (I always hate it when people say "I know how you feel....") BUT I do know the feelings of which you have spoken about. Except those feelings, feel them. Don't ignore them. It's so awesome that your outlet is writing. Keep expressing yourself. Don't hold it in. Trust me, always be honest with your feelings and don't appologize for them. You own them. They are YOUR feelings and you have a right to feel how you feel. If your feelings scare you, upset you or whatever, express it. Even tell someone you trust. Talk. Write. I hope I helped. Not sure. But take it for what it's worth. Hey, a stranger cared enough to respond to this, so please take my words for what they're worth. I just happened upon your live journal page, and I believe it's for a reason. Please don't give up on knowing that people care about your feelings. And most of all, don't give up on yourself. You ARE ALIVE!!! Even when you feel dead. Never forget that. email me anytime studio1121@yahoo.com

This is so cool, I can't believe I found you!

[anonymous]

You need to update this! I haven't heard from you in years, I want to know what's going on in your life!