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[hunnyluv482]

well all i can say is i miss sonia so much. she was like my sister. when someone is gone you dont realize how much u love them. sonia i loved you so much. everyone is having a hard time this time of year. i wish you were still here. on sonias sisters cell phone, well it used to be sonias now chrissy(sonias sister)  has it and everytime it comes to

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[angelkarina090]

i love you nicole
and i remember reading all those entries

sonias in a better place now... RIP

feel better hun<3

♥DC BUDDiE

[hunnyluv482]

i love you to karina. and i know she is in a better plavce right now its just i wish i at least got to say good byt to her. i miss her so much. i wish she could see me now, see everyone now. well she can from up in heaven, but it is not the same with out her. we had so many good laughs together. like one time at a resturant up here. on the tables they put papers over the table cloths and sonia was draweing on the paper and she was drawing a mitten but when my mom looked at it she thought sonia was drawing a butt. lol it was funny. or when we saw pirates of the carribean and at the end of the movie me, sonia, sonias sister, and my 2 sisters ran up to the screen and looked up the screen at the credits and it felt like we were moving. tat was funny or even when she was trying to teach me how to draw the powerpuff girls a couple of years ago. and i kept messign them up. i just really really really miss her. she was like my sister. i wish i got to say good bye to her. i really do.

[naughtygirlx569]

aww Nicole I love you. I could only imagine how much it hurts. Hold onto the memories and they'll help you through. "Letting go is not forgetting, it's remembering without fear" It's okay to look back every once in awhile, but don't stare. You're such a strong beautiful girl to be able to hold on through this. She's watching over you and probably so proud of the person you're becoming. You may not have been able to say goodbye, but she knows how much you love her. Hang in there and remember this: "I will miss you, but I won't lose you"...she may not be living on Earth, but she's living in you, you miss her, but you never lost her.