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I dislike very much on how absent minded I can be. Its very frustrating and I wish there was a way to fix it. That being said, I didn't bother showing up to class this morning because I couldn't find my ID. I started tearing through my drawers and my pants to see If they might be there. Nope. Did all that again but slower and took my time. About right now I'm trying to think back where I had it last and what I might have done with it. I'm thinking and I realize I didn't scan my card when I came into the building. Some dude was at the door when I was so I wouldn't have realized I didn't have it on me. I go out to my car and I find my ID. I'm already like 10-12 mins late for my class so :/ I just decide not to go. I really dislike having to do that for a stupid reason like this. *sigh* Its not like its some English comp class that I could care less about. Blah... So I get to sit from now til 2pm thinking about how I missed my class because thats when my next one is. How bad do you think thats gonna play on my conscience? :/
PS: I'm really wearing thin of some people and their complete lack for maturity. I shouldn't have to be the one saying this, but grow the fuck up.
PPS: I'm going to ......I don't know. Its hard to even want to write this, I didn't even want to open my eyes. I FUCKING HATE BAD NEWS. *very long stretched out sigh* Everytime I think about it I end up trying to cry (no I am). I wanted her to come with us but now its never going to happen. NEVER.....NEVER NEVER NEVER...wish we could've moved back sooner. god damnit...i fucking hate this ... It has now seriously put me in a much bigger hole than I felt before. My fucking face is tingling and my eye it twitching and tingling too. I'm not going to want to do anything today now. Not now that my face is soaked and my eyes are probably all red. I'm just going to go to class and just try to get away.. Great fucking start to the morning.