Deeper Than Denial

[huntermoon]

I really wanted Stephen to beat the crap out of me. I'm disappointed that he did not. He hit me hard enough to leave a lump and a bruise on my head, and I'm upset that he didn't hurt me more. What does this mean? I feel like I am in control when I push my lover to beat me. What does this mean? I'm expressing denial through harm to myself and

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[anonymous]

i give you everything