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Aug 22, 2007 21:15

49. Breaking up is hard to do

Been there and done that, am never going there again.

I’m not going to lie and pretend like that thing between Cassie and I didn’t mean anything and it was a mistake. It wasn’t, even if it stung like a bitch when she slammed the door in my face. It was the closest thing I ever got to an actual relationship with commitment and everything.

Not sure you can call what Cassie and I did breaking up because that usually requires discussion. I guess I should be grateful that it was all over pretty quickly.

I remember sitting her down and coming out with everything, the ugly truth about Dean Winchester and what did I get for it? She shouted at me, more like screamed actually, and threw me out on my ass. Not that she stopped there, she went so far as to shut the door she’d always claimed would always be open to me.

In hindsight I could’ve fought harder for what we had but I guess I gave up, and I figured any woman that couldn’t accept me for me wasn’t worth the effort, no matter how much I cared for her.

Breaking up is never fun and it’s never easy and if you’re lucky you only have to go there once before you wise up and figure relationships aren’t worth it.

Muse : Dean Winchester
Fandom : Supernatural
Word Count : 225

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