Something sad for a shitty day

[huntersglenn]

March...the month when I lost someone very dear to me. There are some days when it feels as if it were yesterday when I got the phone call about what he'd done. And some days when it does feel as if all of these years have passed. I had no idea that he was in trouble, because he never told me. And when I did find out, it was too late. I

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[lissa_ann]

Oh, my god. :'( *hugs you* I am so, so sorry for your loss. Your poem made me cry. He must have been very, very special to you.

[calily]

*hugs tightly*

I'm sorry, sweetie. I'm a bit curious now, but I won't ask. I know firsthand that people talk when they're good and ready.

[huntersglenn]

Even though this is being replied to on Susan's remark, it's meant for all three of you -- Thank you. And not just for caring, but for...well, I was all set to come into LJ just now to say that I wasn't sure if it was worth the emotional turmoil of coming here, that I'd have to consider the costs. I've been crying off and on all evening, and convincing myself that it just wasn't worth it, that I'd rather not know what was going on with my friends in order to avoid the emotional upheaval that I've gone through tonight.

Your comments help me see that it IS worth it, and I appreciate that *g*. You guys made me smile, and that's worth everything.

[calily]

Not a problem, sweetie. Hope I wasn't the one that got you all upset in the first place.

[lissa_ann]

*hugs* Well, I don't quite know if I helped with the smile...but I'm glad to hear you were able to tonight.

[monack]

*hugs*!

[gateruner]

That is very sad, but it is a beautiful poem. *hugs*