Comments | hunting_scuba28: life sucks

hunting_scuba28

life sucks

May 01, 2006 23:24

I am so sick of the whole school experience. I am ready for the summer to come, more than anyone could realize ( Read more... )

Comments 2

Ok, so... evenstar_eyes July 28 2006, 21:06:15 UTC

I know that we have completely "moved on" from this whole experience, at least in words. I know that we "made up" and we are "friends again." Somehow, though, the fact that we've hardly exchanged more than 20 words since graduation clouds the perfect image. It makes me sad, because even though we made nice, neither of us feel like we can trust the other. It just happened to be really sucky timing. A lot of shit hit the fan at around the same time, and everyone was just trying to do some damage control and save their own reputation by taking the focus away from themselves, also, so many lies were coming out then that I just got fed up with it. Of course, now we all know that no one knew the whole truth about any of it. We also all had our own agendas, and consequently our own versions and perceptions of what happened. I'm not just talking about you, or me, or towns, but everyone. Everybody in our group had a part in this, and certainly everyone shared in the heartache, though some more than others. It just breaks my heart ( ... )

Re: Ok, so... hunting_scuba28 July 31 2006, 21:46:38 UTC

look, it is not that i have tried to avoid you this summer, but I have been extremely busy THE WHOLE TIME. between my cruise, work, family, and all of the other activities that i have been involved with i have not taken much time to catch up with anyone. my family has been having an extremely hard time lately, and we have had to be there for each other a lot; i have not had the mind space to deal with them and my personal issues. their well-being is more important to me. at the time that everything happened, it was a hard time to deal with anything, and as you were fed up with everything, so was i. i believe that there is a reason for everything, so i have just decided to let everything go and think that there is a reason that all of this crap happened. unfortunately, i have mistakenly allowed my friendships to lapse, also, which i am very sorry. i do miss mostly everyone. please call me, i would love to get a chance to talk to you. our friendship does not have to dwindle unless we let it ( ... )