heavy heart

can't sleep. i miss a lot of things

i miss having peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and tea at 4 in the morning with andrew at school while we were supposed to be studying for a test the next day or just staying awake doing nothing at all except enjoying eachothers company

i remember one day several years back i went for a walk and sat in the grass and decided that i would figure everything out: the things in my life that confused me, where i was headed, who i was.. and not a single thought came to mind. i didn't figure out anything. everything always unfolds itself.

so freshman year of college is done! i never really updated while i was there and didnt take many photos since i just got a camera recently but.. to generalize, a lot of the following happened:

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i had a dream that i was house sitting while my aunt was away on vacation. somehow i came across a venus fly trap-esque plant like in Little Shop of Horrors, so i guess i was kind of like seymour and the plant needed to eat and was begging me to feed it. but then the plant went into the fridge and ate my aunt's leftover manicotti ( Read more... )

new years!

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lololol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IJehQO6KpY

hahah YES binghamton was on the daily show last night talking about this guy at our school that went on a hunger strike for "religious reasons" hah. big joke. it was a big deal at the time. WATCH ( Read more... )

this morning i slept through my first class and then when i finally woke up and wanted to have breakfast i realized i was out of regular milk.. so i ate life cereal with chocolate soy milk. and its really good. i cant wait for break,.