idiot.

[hurryslowly]

I don't know what I want at all. How is it that I try so hard to be self-aware to the point where I'm probably ridiculously self-conscious and yet I feel like I end up knowing even less about what I want and who I am than anyone else? I overanalyze the hell out of my life to the extent that I feel like I can't even trust my own thoughts. It's

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[shesangitreal]

I wish i had your problem

i have such a hard time looking at myself or understanding what i do

i'm like an out of control train

[pochyemu]

Listen, I still don't know what I want. 5 years, 5 universities, 3 countries and a husband and a dog later I still have no idea what I want or what I want to do or where I'm going or who I am. Sometimes, it really freaks me out - everyone around me is older and has it pretty well sorted and I'm still floundering around questioning myself

[anonymous]

I don't know if you'll ever figure out what you want. Personally, I've kind of come to the conclusion that I'll never really know or at least will always be changing what I think I want. I really wish that you will come to terms with this, whether that means figuring out what you want or being fine with not knowing what you want. I hope you can be happy soon with all of this. Don't forget that you can always try and explain it to me if you need someone to listen.

[jimbo0941]

this was me. for some reason it put it as anonymous, so i'm just letting you know who it was.