sorry

[hurshiekisses11]

okay yall. im back from the dead, well i think i am anyways....lol ive been sick for 2wks with the flu and carried on mono those 2wks and another wk after that. im not sick anymore but then when i went bowling like 2/3wks ago at yankee lanes i met this guy named Bailin from Burlington. we hit it off and then i soon found out he was completely baked

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I get it...

[evanescence66]

First of all (and I already told you this) that Coach announced in the cafeteria to everybody so you had to have been out of the room. Second, it's not a b-day party it's a hangout-to-have-pizza-and-watch-a-special-wrestling-show party. And I'm pretty sure that Coach is goign to be there...I wonder what would happen (on the off-chance that this happens) if we all played truth or dare and I was dared to kiss Dustin on the lips, how crazy-mad Owen would get.......hmmmmmm LOL ANYWAYS!!!! And third - yes I have thought about what it would be like to die. When I was in the 7-9th grade I thought alot about suicide. Like really deep thoughts.....Now, they're so casual it's scary. Like, if i were to not think about it AT ALL, I could kill myslef in a heartbeat...I was thinking about my extra-strong Tylenols last night actually....and I started cutting myself again.....yeah....but it's really casual. And I'm happy. it's odd..... I've seriosuly always wanted to try making myself really sick or taking pills, leaving a note and then hope that