This is my chance, isn't it? They've held me back, RIDICULED me and all that shit for too long. They've turned me into such a fucking sinner it's DISGUSTING. I was promised killing, I was told I'd be able to spread the word of my faith, but was I able to? No. I hate every single one of them, and that bastard Leader isn't here, so why should I give a fuck?
Those assholes have done nothing worthwhile to me. All that money shit and 'taking-over-the-world' thing. Oh fuck me, yeah, that's an original plan. It's BULLSHIT. And now that we're without a Leader (thank fucking GOD, I hated that man) there's no point. I refuse to be a part of it.
Apparently they'd have to kill me. WELL BRING IT ON! Worst case scenario? I'll live, but with painful injuries. I can't fucking die, not easily. This place sucks my energy, so maybe they COULD kill me; well let them. I want to fucking die. Either way? I win.
Then there's Kakuzu.
Asshole...
I hate him. I'm pretty sure all that shit he said and DID to me... I'm sure it was all a lie... because he hates me to. I'm not anything, nor will I be to that greedy son of a bitch.
I hope I never see him again.
Seriously.
I'm tired, and starving... I'll write tomorrow.