i don't know what to do with myself anymore.

it has seriously come to the point where i just don't care.

damnit! May 18, 2005 seems soo far away!

....and the only thing that really keeps me going is LOVE.
♥

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this weekend was a crazy, but an extremely fun weekend ( Read more... )

it's funny how all the things i used to think were corny about couples (i.e. when i look into your eyes i feel...) i actually find myself liking now. i guess you have to experience all that stuff to understand it. it's nice to be with someone you love and everything else just doesn't matter. you're in a totally different world were things are ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BUSTER♥ ALETKY!!!!!!!!

You are 18 now!!!!!! I'm excited for you. lol. We are going to have a lot of fun today. It's going to be awesome!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

♥♥♥
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Last night was awesome. I haven't had that much fun in a long time ( Read more... )

the rain last night was awesome.

and, i got to see my boyfriend Buster♥.
I LOVE YOU

it's always nice to find out new things that make you feel special. especially when you find those things out from the person you love.

<3
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mmm...rain....

last week of school. finally. it's about time. i don't really have things planned for this break...i guess i'll just go with the flow.

the rain is fucking amazing!!!

♥ kiss me in the rain ♥

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I LOVE THE RAIN.

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i've been so used to Buster♥ being so sweet,caring, and nice.

so remembering/realizing (all over again) that some guys are assholes, is a major reality check for me.
i had forgotten all of that. damn that sucks the big one.

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There's a difference between being pessimistic or optimistic

But there's a hella BIG difference between being realistic

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